你即将看到的故事是真实的 The story you are about to see is true.
起码就我所知是真实的 As far as I know.
好的 Okay.
真是对不起 大家会转过身来看着你 I'm sorry the people just turn and look at you
就像你是从动物园来的一样 as if you are from the zoo.
别担心 我就是从动物园来的 Don't worry. I am from the zoo.
不知道为什么 我觉得这对你来说并不安全 Somehow I don't feel it's going to be safe for you.
听着 我让你下车你再下车 好吗 Look, don't get out of the car until I tell you to, okay?
- 你要出去吗 - 对 - You are getting out? - Yeah.
没事的 我没事 It's okay, I'll be fine.
气氛太棒了 It's so joyful.
刚刚取得了第一场胜利 Just had the first victory.
这儿还有很多人 And there are lots of other people too,
你会见到他们的 and you'll see them there.
詹妮弗 亲爱的 又是我 Jennifer, sweetheart, it's me again.
你可以给我回电话吗 Would you call me back, please?
你不会相信我找到了什么 You're not gonna believe what I found.
是你在英文课上写的故事 This story that you wrote in English class.
我很担心你 I'm worried about you.
詹妮弗 我必须要跟你谈谈 Jennifer, I really need to talk to you.
我不知道你在哪儿 我是说 你四处辗转 I don't know where you are. I mean, you could be anywhere.
我会把这个寄给你 I'm going to send this to you.
我会寄快件的 I'm going to send it express mail,
希望你可以看看 and I want you to read it.
请给我打电话 Call me, please.
嘿 宝贝 Hey, babe.
我猜你已经上飞机了 I guess you're already on the plane.
归途顺利 我在家里等你 Have a good trip back. I'll see you when you get home.
爱你 Love you.
我想这就是为什么 我的伴侣是特别的 I think that's why my partner's special,
因为他可能是唯一一个 because he's probably the only man
我坚定不移地深爱了10年的男人 I've really and consistently loved for 10 years.
你想要孩子吗 Do you want to have children?
是的 我迫不及待想做妈妈 Yeah. Oh, I get the motherly urge.
我想要孩子 I want children.
然后我想 不行 Then I think, no,
周一 我要开会 on Monday, I have a meeting,
周二 我要做示例 on Tuesday, I have a demonstration,
周四 我的银行要开会 周五 on Thursday, my bank meeting, on Friday...
宝贝 我来送礼物了 Babe. I come bearing gifts.
你给我买东西了吗 You got me something?
是的 Yeah.
你想什么呢 Where are you?
没什么 只是 Nowhere. I'm just...
对不起 我刚刚在想我妈妈 Sorry, I was just thinking about my mom.
她一直在给我打电话 而且 She's been calling, and, um...
她读了我小时候写的故事 she, uh, read this story I wrote when I was a kid
是关于我初恋男友的 about my first boyfriend.
而且 And...
我一直没有告诉过她 因为他年龄有点大 I hadn't told her about it, because he was older.
所以她情绪失控了 So she's beside herself,
试着联系我 trying to reach me.
宝贝 Babe.
你知道的 我从没去过亚特兰大 You know, I never shot in Atlanta before.
东西都带好了吗 You got everything?
是的 Yeah.
我有点激动 I'm kinda excited.
一定会很棒的 It's gonna go great.
对 Yeah.
这是给你的 So that came for you.
是吗 Oh, yeah?
- 你妈妈寄的 - 好的 - It's from your mom. - Yeah.
我会想你的 I'm gonna miss you.
- 爱你 - 爱你 - Love you. - Love you.
- 我周二回来 - 好的 - I'll be back Tuesday. - Okay.
妈 妈妈 Mom! Mother!
你搞得我身上到处都是 You're getting it all over me.
我只是想让你吃点 I just need you to eat a little.
你能帮我拿个牛奶给 我需要给露西拿瓶牛奶 Can you get the milk for the- - I need milk for Lucy's.
坐下 快 Sit down! Now!
打扰了 过来 Excuse me. Come here.
过来坐下 Go and sit!
过来 坐下 Go! Sit!
是有关保护地的吗 And does it abut on protected land?
对 Yes.
好吧 我需要评估一下 Well, I'm going to need to have it assessed.
我周末可以派我的人过去 I can have my guy out there by the end of the week.
是的 当然 Yes, of course.
我想要以一些美好的事情为开头 I'd like to begin this story
来讲述这段故事 by telling you something so beautiful.
嘿 Yeah, hey.
我一直在担心你 I've been so worried about you.
- 你看了吗 - 还没 你在哪找到的 - Did you read it yet? - No, where did you find it?
它本来放在储物室的一个盒子里 It was in a box in the storage room.
我在哪儿发现的重要吗 What does it matter where I found it?
重要的是它的内容 What matters is what it says.
发生了什么 What happened?
什么 你在说什么 What- - what are you talking about?
这些年来你一直在骗我 You lied to me all these years.
妈妈 这就是为什么我没有告诉你 Mom, this is why I didn't tell you,
因为我知道你会有这种反应 because I knew you'd react this way.
这话什么意思 Oh, what is that supposed to mean?
我太蠢了 无法理解是吗 That I'm too stupid to understand?
不 我没那么说 No, I never said that.
我在网上找到了比尔 I found Bill on the Internet.
什么 What?
看看他 There he is,
全世界都在关注他 for all the world to see.
一如既往地有名气 Famous as ever.
停 我要去办公室了 Hold on, I'm gonna go in the office.
就一小会儿 Just a minute.
妈妈 你在说什么 Mom, what are you talking about?
你试过寻找他吗 Did you ever try looking him up?
没有 我以为他 我不知道 死了或者怎么了 No, I thought he was, I don't know, dead or...
好吧 你只需要打出他的名字 Well, all you have to do is type in his name.
我的天啊 Oh, my God.
天呐 他看起来老了好多 Oh, my God. He looks so much older.
但是我搜不到关于她的事 I couldn't find anything on her, though.
然而 我的确认识一个人 However, I do know somebody who'd put me in touch
帮我联系上了贝基·戴维斯 with Becky Davis.
对 那年夏天贝基也在 Yeah, Becky was there that summer.
是的 她就住在费尔维尤 Yeah, and she lives right over on Fairview.
你在说什么 What are you talking about?
你知道的 你差不多两个月没来了 You know, you haven't come down for, like, two months.
我需要帮手 I could use a little help.
- 你想干嘛 - 也许她知道 - What are you doing? - Well, maybe she knows
我们该怎么联系上G女士 how we could get in touch with Mrs. G.
我这周不行 好吗 I can't do this this weekend, okay?
我要改卷子 I've got papers to grade,
马丁还让我周六去看教堂 and Martin wants me to look at venues on Saturday.
你48岁了 You're 48 years old.
你订婚三年了 You've been engaged for three years.
他哪儿都不会去的 He's not going anywhere.
明天再谈这个 好吗 I'll talk to you tomorrow, okay?
好吧 爱你 Okay. Love you.
爱你 再见 Love you. Bye.
我想要以一些美好的事情为开头 I'd like to begin this story
来讲述这段故事 by telling you something so beautiful.
我遇到了两个特别的人 I've met two very special people
我深爱着他们 whom I've come to love dearly.
设想一位已婚的女人 Imagine a woman who's married
和一位离婚的男人 and a man who is divorced
亲密地分享他们的生活 sharing their lives in close friendship.
互相发自内心地爱着彼此 Loving each other with all their souls...
却没有在躯体上进行亲密接触 yet not being close with their bodies.
听好了 我是他们俩的一部分 Get this- - I'm part of them both.
我太幸运了 I'm lucky enough
能够分享他们的爱 to be able to share in their love.
在我离开他们的时候 When I'm away from them,
大地都开始震颤 the earth seems to shake and tremble...
我总是害怕会跌落 and often I'm afraid I'll fall off of it.
你反应有点快啊 Well, that was fast.
你想起来了吗 Did you come to your senses?
妈妈 你错得太离谱了 Mom, you are so wrong.
我哪儿错了 What am I wrong about now?
G女士是个了不起的女人 Mrs. G was an incredible woman.
你有没有读你的老师在后面写的评语 Did you read what your teacher said on the back page?
现在 读出来 Read it. Now.
如果你说的都是真的 "If what you talk about here were accurate,
我会认为你被成年人占了便宜 "I would say you had been taken advantage of by older people.
但是显然你拥有了一个美好的 "But clearly you have a fine,
完整的 蜕变成为女人的感情变化 full set of emotions blossoming into womanhood."
明白了吗 连你的英文老师都知道 却瞒着我 You see? Even your English teacher knew without telling me.
你就不能让我独自保存我的回忆吗 Can you just let me sit with my own memories?
不 我想让你说出他们的罪行 No, I want you to nail them.
妈妈 别这样 Mom, please.
这让我想再次见到她了 It makes me want to see her again.
你是谁 Who are you?
詹妮弗 Jennifer.
詹妮 Jenny.
去过你家的那个女孩 The girl over there arriving at your house.
哦 詹妮 Oh. Jenny.
你要来这儿过夏 You're coming to spend the summer here.
那你还记得我吗 So you remember me?
我当然记得你 Of course I remember you.
你上过几节课 You've had a few lessons.
我有天赋吗 Am I talented?
我是个好骑手吗 Am I a good rider?
不 我不会那么说 No, I wouldn't say so.
你不是有天赋的那种 Not a natural.
不过你家很有钱 Your family's rich, though.
犹太人 Jews.
在来美国之前 我从没见过犹太人 I'd never met a Jew until I came to America.
犹太人不骑马 Jews don't ride horses.
见过犹太人在布莱顿骑马吗 Ever seen a Jew competing at Brighton?
我想我应该习惯 I suppose I should get on with it.
你好 Hi, there.
- 你一定是简了 - 是我 - You must be Jane. - I am.
我是艾伦 很高兴见到你 I'm Aaron, it's nice to meet you.
- 终于能够见到你真是太好了 - 终于亲眼见到 - So nice to meet you finally. - Finally face- to- face.
- 等会儿会有很多电话 - 荣幸之至 - Many phone calls later. - It's a pleasure.
我很好 我很好 I'm well, I'm well.
我们带他去马厩吧 Let's take him to the stalls.
好的 Okay.
妈妈 你说贝基的地址是什么来着 Hey, Mom, what did you say Becky's address was?
能发给我吗 Can you text it to me?
你为什么要讲这个故事 詹妮 Why are you telling this story, Jenny?
我一直都想讲个故事 I always wanted to have a story to tell,
但在这之前什么都没有发生过 but nothing ever happened to me before.
- 这是个美丽的庄园 - 谢谢 - This is a beautiful piece of property. - Oh, thank you.
她是我见过的 最美的女人 She was the most beautiful woman I had ever met.
噢 她能待在我们这真是太好了 Oh, it's so nice to have her...
我知道我的父亲会为她倾心 I knew my father would fall for her.
每个人都会 Everyone did.
我也是 I did.
还有另外两个女孩 And there are two other girls
会在下午过来和詹妮一起训练 who are joining Jenny this afternoon.
- 明白了 - 那就好 - I see. - Which is lovely.
女孩们的数量刚刚好 我觉得 Good number, I think.
不会需要照顾太多人 Not too many to keep an eyeball on.
当詹妮第一次开始骑马的时候 When Jenny first started with this horse business
我并不理解 I didn't understand it.
她的母亲到现在还不理解 Her mother still doesn't.
无论怎样 现在我看出来这对她有多好了 I see now how good it is for her, though.
你知道吗 在俄国 不允许犹太人骑马 Do you know, in Russia, Jews were not allowed to ride horses?
- 爸爸 - 怎么了 - Dad! - What?
因为没有任何犹太人能比一个俄国人高 Because no Jew could be higher than a Russian.
但是詹妮的叔祖父 他非常高 But Jenny's great- great- uncle, he was very tall.
- 所以他骑了马 - 爸爸 拜托 - And he rode a horse. - Dad, please.
你准备好了在接下来的几个星期里 You ready to work hard
努力训练了吗 小姐 for the next few weeks, missus?
准备好了 Yes.
好的 我们走吧 Right, off we go.
弗兰妮 把沙拉端走 Take the salad, Franny.
你把剩下的端走 You take the rest.
谢谢你 贝琪 Thank you, Becky.
还有你 猫小姐 And you, Mrs. Cat.
那很烫 拜托用你的手套 It's hot. Use your gloves, please.
永远 永远 永远不要把馅饼皮放在最底下 Never, ever, ever put a pie crust on the bottom.
它只会变得黏糊糊 It only gets soggy.
这个技巧和葡萄干 That and the raisins
是通向完美苹果派的秘诀 are the secret to the perfect apple pie.
但是你可不要告诉任何人 But don't you tell anyone.
去吧 Off you go.
吉先生和我非常高兴地欢迎你们 Dr. G and I are so pleased
为了度过一个绝对美好的夏日 to welcome you to our home
来到我们的家里 for what we're sure will be a fine summer season.
弗兰妮 你可以带我们做一下祷告吗 Franny, would you lead us in grace, please?
是的 夫人 Yes, ma'am.
妈妈 可以让我来说吗 Mom, can I say it?
雷蒙德 Raymond!
当然可以了 Of course you can.
保佑我们 Bless us...
- 亲爱的主 - 亲爱的主 - Lord. - ...Lord,
还有这些我们将要享用的您赐的礼物 and these gifts that we're about to eat.
感谢您让我们的朋友家人 And thank you for the friends and family
和我们聚集在一起 that are gathered here with us,
并且保佑我们平安 and keep us safe...
人们是怎么改变的 How do people change?
但我还是个孩子的时候 When I was a child,
我完全沉迷于改变自己 I was obsessed with changing myself.
现在我几乎记不得我是怎么变成这样的 Now I don't even remember how I got here.
或是我曾经是怎样的 Or who I used to be.
哇 看看你 Wow, look at you.
你知道吗 有趣的是 You know, it's funny.
我从G女士那学到的 I don't remember anything
骑马技巧什么的全忘干净了 of what I learned, riding- wise, from Mrs. G.
但是我记得学习纪律和训练 But I remember learning discipline.
没错 我也是 Yeah, me too.
还有她的那个观点 忍受疼痛会使你有所增益 Her idea that you enduring pain makes you better.
你知道吗 我 那个夏天之后 You know I, um, I kept my horse there
我把我的马留在了那里 after that summer.
喔 你很幸运 Oh, you were lucky.
你有更多和她相处的时间 You got more time with her.
没错 Yeah.
我的父母 他们永远不会让我留下 My parents, they never would have let me stay.
我是个独生子 所以他们像看管鹰那样管着我 I was an only child, so they watched me like a hawk.
我是五个孩子中的一个 所以即使我不在 Well, I was one of five, so they barely noticed
他们也几乎不会发现 if I wasn't there.
你知道吗 我找到了一些那个夏天的照片 You know, I found some photos from that summer.
- 噢 太好了 - 我想你会想要看看它们 - Oh, great. - Thought you might like to see them.
你后来还有见过G女士出现在骑马比赛上或者是 Do you ever see Mrs. G at riding events or...?
喔 我几年前见过弗兰妮 我 Oh, I saw Franny a few years back. I- -
- 你见过她 - 对 - You did? - Yeah.
她说了一些关于G女士的东西 She said something about Mrs. G.
喔 看看她有多美 Oh, look how beautiful.
那里也有一些弗兰妮好看的照片 There's some great ones of Franny, too.
但是我找不到任何你的照片 But I couldn't seem to find any of you.
你当时那么小小一只 You were such a tiny little thing,
比我和弗兰妮小得多 so much smaller than Franny and I.
- 是这样吗 - 你几乎看起来像个小男孩 - Was I? - You almost looked like a little boy.
- 什么 - 你太害怕了 - What? - So afraid
都不敢怎么说话 that you barely said two words.
我都不知道你在这里 I didn't know you were here.
你好 妈妈 你好 詹妮弗 "Hello, Mother." "Hello, Jennifer."
我在找1973年的照片 Looking for pictures from '73.
不在那本书里 在这 Not in that book. Here.
喔 对 Oh. Yeah.
看看我 Look at me.
不 不 不 这是晚些时候的 No, no, no, that's later.
这是1975年的 That's '75.
这张照片里你已经15岁了 You were already 15 here in this picture.
我给你看看13岁的你吧 Let me show you 13.
这里 There.
这是13岁 That's 13.
我那时好小 I was so little.
是啊 Yeah.
为什么你要讲这个故事 詹妮 Why are you telling this story, Jenny?
我一直想要讲个故事 I always wanted to have a story to tell,
但是从来没有什么事发生在我身上 but nothing ever happened to me before.
啊 那很烫 小心点 Ah- - It's hot. Be careful.
不要告诉任何人 这是我们的秘密 Don't tell anyone. It's our secret.
- 妈妈 可以让我来说吗 - Mom, can I say it?
- 雷蒙德 - Raymond!
保佑我们 亲爱的主 Bless us, Lord,
还有这些我们将要享用的您赐的礼物 and these gifts that we're about to eat.
感谢您将我们的朋友 Thank you for friends...
我想要以一些美好的事情为开头 I'd like to begin this story
来讲述这个故事 by telling you something so beautiful.
起床起床啦 Wakey- wakey!
跑步时间到 Time to run.
十分钟后在外面集合 Meet outside in 10 minutes.
不许掉队 No stragglers.
她是我见过最美丽的女人 She was the most beautiful woman I had ever met.
每一个女孩都想要像她那样 Every girl wanted to be just like her.
贝琪和弗兰妮想 Becky and Franny did.
我也想 I did.
早上好 Good morning.
每天早上骑马前 我们都要和比尔一起跑步 We'll be running every morning before our first ride, with Bill.
你们非常幸运 You're very lucky.
比尔是个超好的教练 Bill is an excellent coach.
他会教你们超越身体的极限 He will teach you to go beyond the complaints of your bodies.
跑步锻炼我们的毅力 Running gives us stamina.
让我们成为杰出的骑手 Makes us into excellent riders.
早上好 Good morning.
早上好 女孩们 Good morning, girls.
- 这是弗兰妮 - 嗨 比尔 - This is Franny... - Hi. Bill.
- 贝琪 - 嗨 - Becky... - Hi.
还有詹妮 and Jenny.
很开心能见到你们 I'm so happy to meet you.
简告诉了我好多关于你们的事情 Jane has already told me a lot about you.
那么 我们走吧 So, here we go.
简 你领头 我垫后吧 Jane, why don't you run scout, I'll run gunner.
让我们看看大家做得怎么样 然后我们会在中途交换位置 We'll see how everyone does, and then we'll switch it up in the middle.
- 来吧 女孩们 - 好的 - Come along, girls! - All right.
我是纽加你们是尼特 I am Nouga and you are Neets!
我说纽加 你们说尼特 When I say Nouga, you say Neets!
- 纽加 - 尼特 - Nouga! - Neets!
- 纽加 纽加 - 尼特 尼特 - Nouga! Nouga! - Neets! Neets!
- 纽加 - 尼特 - Nouga! - Neets!
没事 弗兰妮 你做得很好 Okay, Franny, you're doing great.
- 走几分钟休息一下 - 好的 - Just walk for a few minutes. - Okay.
简 Jane?
做得很棒 詹妮 Good girl, Jenny.
我和她们一起走 我们在顶端见 I'll walk with them. Meet you at the top.
- 纽加 - 尼特 - Nouga! - Neets!
- 纽加 纽加 - 尼特 尼特 - Nouga! Nouga! - Neets! Neets!
- 纽加 - 尼特 - Nouga! - Neets!
- 纽加 纽加 - 尼特 尼特 - Nouga! Nouga! - Neets! Neets!
马丁 Martin?
弗兰妮 Franny?
可笑的是 你和记忆中的人在自己的想象里一起生活 Funny how you live with people in your mind.
在你的想象中 他们永远都是一个样子 Inside of you, they're always the same.
你和他们幸福的生活在一起 And you live with them happily.
永远不想有任何改变 Never wanting anything to change.
作为纪录片制作者 As documentarians,
从你们出生开始 you all have been developing
你们都已经在不知不觉间发展出了 your own unique skills, unconsciously,
自己的独特的技巧 since you were born.
从我自身的经验讲起 I'll speak from my experience.
我以前是个超级害羞的小孩 I was a super- shy kid.
我感觉自己是隐形的 I felt invisible.
不管是在家里 还是在学校 At home, at school.
所以我学会了去适应 So I learned to adapt.
我教会了自己怎么变成一条变色龙 I taught myself the skill of being a chameleon
这样我就可以融入人们的世界 so that I could fit into people's worlds,
人们的坏境 their environment...
并且交到一些朋友 and have some friends.
让我们来试一试 Let's try something.
乔 你想不想来做我们今天的实验对象 Joe, how would you like to be a guinea pig today?
没问题 Sure.
大家对乔打个招呼 Everybody say hi to Joe.
嘿 乔 Hey, Joe.
那么 我们通过观察人们 So, we learn about the truth
来了解真相 没错吧 by reading people, right?
这是我们了解人们的手段 It's how we get to know them.
所以 从乔身上能看出什么 So, what about Joe?
他的身体语言 是防范的 His body language- - it's defensive.
没错 你是 Well, you're- -
让我们改变一下 乔 好的 这说到点子上了 Let's change it up, Joe. All right, so there's a point.
我们能从人们的身体上了解很多 We learn a lot from people's bodies.
它们告诉我们很多东西 所以让我们再深入调查 They tell us a lot. So let's keep investigating.
还有什么 What else?
你抑郁吗 乔 Are you depressed, Joe?
不是 No.
我们相信乔吗 你相信自己吗 Do we believe Joe? Do you believe yourself?
一点点 A little bit.
所以 这是个好点子 So, good point.
这意味着他没有告诉你们真相 So that means he didn't tell you the truth.
没错吧 Right?
所以我们要怎么去了解事实 So how do we get to know?
我们怎么去了解人们刻意隐瞒的真相呢 How do we go beyond what the person is telling us?
我们怎么才能知道是否越界了呢 - How do we know when we cross the boundaries…
抱歉 给我两分钟 Excuse me. One second, guys. Sorry.
继续和乔交流吧 Keep talking to Joe.
嗨 弗兰妮 Hey, Franny?
詹妮·福克斯 是你吗 Jenny Fox, is that you?
嗨 能跟你联系上真是太好了 Hi! How good to hear from you.
我竟然能收到你的信息 So surprised to get your message.
是啊 Yeah!
你在什么地方工作 Where are you?
你外侧的腿怎么了 What happened to your outside leg?
在吗 Hello?
在 还有左腿是怎么了 Yeah. You know, the other left one?
你在和我说话吗 Are you talking to me?
抱歉 我还在上班 Sorry, I'm in the middle of work.
你还不知道 我已经管理G夫人的农场好几年了 Oh, you don't know. I manage Mrs. G's farm. Have for years.
哦 我都不 Oh, wow, I didn't- -
我不知道 No, I didn't know.
- 哦 - 这可能 - Oh. - It would just- -
可能听上去有点令人吃惊 it would be so amazing to come visit
我想去拜访一下 看看你和G夫人 and maybe see you and Mrs. G.
你现在还骑马吗 Do you still ride?
詹妮 Jenny?
不像以前那样经常骑了 Um, not as much as I used to.
她们邀请我吃午饭 They invited me to lunch.
你带监听器了吗 Are you wearing a wire?
- 没有 - 你应该带着 - No. - Oh, you should have a wire.
我以为马丁会帮你想着的 他没有吗 I thought Martin was gonna to help you, no?
你得把一切都录下来 You have to record everything.
妈妈 我不要这样 Mom, no.
马丁不会帮我的 Martin's not gonna help me,
我带着监听器也会很不舒服 and I'd be way too nervous to wear a wire.
那你也必须问问有关比尔的事情 Just tell me you're gonna ask about Bill.
我也不知道怎么做 到时候再说吧 I don't know. I'm gonna play it by ear.
好吧 但别忘了 光阴似箭 Okay, but don't forget- - tempus fugit.
这什么意思啊 What does that even mean?
你上过拉丁文课的 自己查查 You took Latin, look it up.
不 妈 那是别的小孩 No, Ma, that was one of your other kids.
谁能记住那么久的事啊 Oh, who could keep track?
好了 拜拜 Okay, bye.
好了 姑娘们 准备开始了 Right, girls. Here we go now.
- 你大意了 - 抱歉 G夫人 - Now you missed a spot. - Sorry, Mrs. G.
你可以做得更好 You can do better than that.
看这 See here.
弄好吧 Finish.
好女孩 Good girl.
你这是怎么回事 What's going on here?
抱歉 G夫人 Sorry, Mrs. G.
没有借口 No excuses.
来吧 Come on.
G夫人 弗兰妮 Mrs. G, Franny.
见到你真太好了 So good to see you.
这件外套 That coat.
你好像穿了很多年 I feel like I remember from years past.
的确很久了 It's ancient.
喝的来了 Ah, here are our drinks.
我们点了什么 弗兰 What are we having, Fran?
嗯 Uh, yeah.
玛丽酒 她喝洋葱汤 Okay, Mary, Mother will have the onion soup...
我对很多事都感到后悔 You know, I have a lot of regrets.
是吗 You do?
如果能回到过去 我要改变从前很多事情 I would change so many things if I could go back in time.
你想改变什么 What would you change?
詹妮 你不吃点什么吗 Jenny, you gonna eat?
呃 Uh...
我要一份什锦沙拉吧 Sorry, yeah, I'll just have a mixed green salad.
谢谢 我们慢慢谈吧 Thanks. Let's slow down, eh?
我不知道你是从哪来的 I don't think I know where you're from,
我好像从来都不知道 or maybe I never knew.
- 是伦敦吗 - 英国西南部 - From London? - No, West Country.
我在一所农场里长大 I grew up on a farm.
但我妈喜欢狗胜过喜欢我 But my mum preferred the dogs over me.
我很小的时候就被送到托儿所去了 I was taken away and put in a children's home quite young.
就像狄更斯一样 Right out of Dickens.
我一直想问你 I've been wanting to ask you...
有话直说 Better just get it over with.
不需要吞吞吐吐的 No need to wallow.
雷两年前去世了 Ray passed away two years ago.
哦 真是遗憾 Oh, I'm so sorry.
G医生有癌症 已经很长时间了 Dr. G has cancer. He's lived with it for a long time.
大家都认为他活不了这么久 No one thought he would live this long.
就是这样 So there.
你全都知道了 You know everything.
现在可以换个话题了 Now we can change the subject.
真有意思 我都没想过要问有关G医生的事 It's funny, I didn't even think about asking about Dr. G.
我感觉很不好 I feel bad. I just- -
我以为他们离婚了 I assumed they were divorced.
你怎么会这么认为 Why would you say that?
她和G医生对彼此绝对忠贞 She and Dr. G are absolutely devoted to one another.
是啊 Right.
但比尔呢 But what about Bill?
他怎么了 What happened to him?
我不知道他怎么了 I don't know what happened to him.
一点也不知道 I don't have any idea.
我为什么要这么做 Why am I doing this?
现在别质疑自己 Don't question yourself now.
你做得是对的 You're doing everything right.
我说我想上一节骑马课 I said I wanted a riding lesson.
真聪明 Oh, that's smart.
建立和谐关系 Build a rapport.
和她拉近距离 Connect at her level.
我不知道 如果她发现我说谎怎么办 I don't know, what if she finds out I'm lying?
我从小孩子时候起就不骑马了 I mean, I haven't ridden since I was a kid.
这就像骑自行车一样 亲爱的 It's just like riding a bike, honey.
你会做得很好 别担心 You'll be fine. Don't worry about it.
她是个上年纪的女人 She's an old woman.
她的生活濒临破碎 She's broken, you know?
她和你不同 She's different than you,
生活很不容易 and she's had a hard life.
我们都不容易 We've all had a hard life.
她和我记忆中真是大相径庭 She looks nothing like I remember, you know?
那时候她对我而言就是一个巨人 Like, she looked like such a giant to me then.
你们必须逼自己跨越所有边界 You must push yourselves beyond all boundaries.
打破限制 No limits!
我妈说雷根本不是G医生的孩子 她离婚了 My mom said Ray isn't even Dr. G's kid. She's divorced.
你这是胡说 You don't know what you're talking about.
她第一个丈夫自杀了 Her first husband killed himself.
决赛前一天 The day before the final competition,
G夫人给我们放了个假 Mrs. G gave us a break from training.
五 Five...
詹妮 一起玩啊 Jenny, come join us.
对啊 快来 詹妮 Yeah, come on in, Jenny.
纽加 过来 Nouga, over here!
纽加保证会来看我比赛 Nouga promised to come watch me ride.
我们为什么叫他纽加 Why did we call him Nouga?
那是什么意思 What does that mean?
我对此一无所知 Nothing. I don't know.
从没问过他这件事 I never asked him.
你不觉得这有点邪门吗 Don't you think it's a little cult like?
不觉得吗 No?
什么 What?
我以前不这么想 I mean, I didn't think it at the time.
但现在 回头想想 But now, in retrospect...
这种集体组织 you know, the whole group thing.
崇拜痛苦 忍耐力这种东西 Worshipping pain. Endurance.
有种宗教意味 你觉得呢 It's a bit religious, don't you think?
是吗 Really?
是吗 詹妮 Really, Jenny?
我对你可是寄予厚望 I expected so much more of you.
- 嘿 詹妮 - 哦 - Hey, Jenny. - Oh!
嘿 Hey.
弗兰妮 Franny, whoa.
她回来了 She's out back.
好吧 Okay.
你真乖 Yes, you're a beauty.
来 Come on.
你好 G夫人 Hello, Mrs. G.
上马试试看 Let's get you up in the saddle and see what you can do.
希望你别像上次那样 Hope you don't end up in the dirt
最后搞得满身泥 like last time we saw you.
稳住 Whoa, hold up.
稳住 Hold up there.
我不确定 他个头很大 I don't know. He is huge.
这可是个勇士 This one's a shark.
真是厉害 Oh, what a shark.
现在他跃跃欲试 But how the shark can move.
时间太久了 It's been a while.
别这么说 Oh, nonsense.
准备好了吗 You ready?
好吧 Okay.
来 There we go.
勇士先生身材比例完美 Mr. Shark's got perfect conformation,
但用来繁殖还是太小了 but he was too small for breeding,
所以他们把他阉了 然后卖掉 so they cut him and put him up for sale.
他是个巨人 我得好好试试 He's a giant. Let's see if I can do this.
好吧 Okay...
你得用手安抚他 让他感到你 He needs contact with your hands to feel you.
我有段日子没骑马了 能换一匹温顺点的吗 I haven't ridden in a while, so maybe a calmer horse?
这可不行 想想正确的姿势 Nonsense. Now, remember the position.
脚跟放下 向女王一样抬头 Heels down, head up like a queen.
手臂下垂 詹妮 Arms down, Jenny.
你的动作越轻 马也就越安静 You know, quiet hands, quiet horse.
把手放下 詹妮 Hands down, Jenny.
你的动作越轻 马也就越安静 Quiet hands, quiet horse. You know this.
好的 G夫人 Yes, Mrs. G.
我喜欢在白日梦里待着 那里看上去很美 I'd love to be in that daydream. It looks lovely in there.
- 好玩吗 - 好玩 - Isn't it nice?- Yes!
很好 这匹马需要你全力配合 Yes. Okay, well that horse needs you to be present.
- 走吧 - 好的 G夫人 - Let's go. - Okay, Mrs. G.
好的 G夫人 Okay, Mrs. G.
他感觉不到你 詹妮 He can't feel you, Jenny,
他不知道你要什么 he can't know what you're asking for.
你真美 You are a beauty.
你看上去美极了 你是个美人 You look beautiful. You are a beauty.
好姑娘 继续 Good girl. Better.
现在小跑 Canter now.
别松懈 No excuses.
小跑 Canter now.
跑起来 Canter now.
身体是有记忆的 真的 The body remembers everything. It really does.
詹妮 好样的 Good girl, Jenny!
来 再一次跳栏 Let's go! Take that jump again.
加油 Come on.
对不起 我不知道怎么回事 I- - I'm sorry, I don't know what happened.
没有乱动 挺好的 No fretting. No, it's fine.
我们回马上再试试 Get right back on that horse.
来 Here we go.
好样的 Good girl.
抬脚 Up.
这就对了 There we go.
深呼吸 Take a breath.
好了 Okay.
你想要用这个吗 Want you to use this.
我们都不希望马儿养成坏习惯 对吧 We don't want that horse getting any bad habits, do we?
记住 没有坏马 只有坏骑手 remember， no bad horses, only bad riders.
没有坏马 只有坏骑手 对吗 There are no bad horses, only bad riders. Right?
- 是的 老师 - 好 那我们再来试试 - Yes, Mrs. G. - Okay, let's take it again.
集中精神在缰绳上 姑娘们 Back on the rein- in, girls.
开始慢跑 Let's canter, please.
你想再试试跳栏吗 Want you to take that jump again.
非常感谢大家来参加我们夏季密训的 Thank you so much for joining us today
最后一次演示课 for our final demonstration of the girls' summer intensive.
今天 她们将模拟3个 Today, they will be mock competing
非常高等级的竞赛 in three very demanding events.
让我们祝她们好运 So let's wish them all good luck.
詹妮 詹妮 你妈妈刚刚打电话给我 Jenny. Jenny, your mother just called me.
说你妹妹的胳膊摔断了 Your sister's broken her arm.
好了 我好了 Okay. I'm fine.
她们要明天才能来接你 They won't be able to pick you up till tomorrow.
加油 詹妮 Go, Jenny!
我和比尔想带你出去吃晚饭 Bill and I want to take you out for dinner.
现在吗 Now?
对 Yeah.
真的吗 you seriously?
- 真的 你饿了吗 - 快走 我饿坏了 - Yeah! you hungry? Come on. I'm starving.
杰拉琳酒店留言说 The guy from Geralyn Hall left a message
他们那里七月份都订满了 saying they're booked all of July.
不过我觉得你可以电话问问 But I think you should call him.
你知道吗 你能让人轻易的卸下心防 You know, you talk people into anything.
哦 真的吗 Oh, yeah?
那你呢 Do I talk you into everything?
看看我现在做的 做饭 Look at what I'm doing. Cooking.
要加点胡椒粉吗 Chili powder, maybe?
- 加一点吧 - 好 - For a little... - Yes.
这样很好 Yes, that would be great.
- 就一点点就行 - 我来弄胡椒粉 - ...pinch. - I'll work the chili powder.
那 你去 So how was- -
周末你去看的大厅怎么样 how was the hall you went to see this weekend?
应该还不错 It's supposed to be a good one.
感觉有点期待了 I'm excited about it.
♪ 如果我能窥视你的心灵 亲爱的 ♪ If I could read your mind, love ♪
♪ 你心中会诉说什么样的故事呢 ♪ What a tale your thoughts could tell?
♪ 会不会是一本平装小说 ♪ Just like a paperback novel?
♪ 好似药店摆售的那种 ♪ The kind that drugstores sell？
♪ 高潮在哪呢 ♪ When you reach the part ?
♪ 心痛何处来 ♪ Where the heartaches come ?
♪ 我会是那个英雄吗 ♪ The hero would be me ?
你的饮品 There you go.
- 谢谢 - 不用谢 - Thank you. - You're welcome.
詹妮 你今年夏天跑步训练的表现 I have been very impressed
让我印象非常深刻 with your running this summer, Jenny.
真的 Really.
但我想让你考虑一下 But I want you to consider
在假期回来之后 joining my inner- city running team
加入我的城市跑步队 when you come back from vacation.
真的吗 You serious?
真的 I am serious.
你是有潜力的 You have talent.
更重要的是 你有胆量 And, more importantly, you have guts.
没有胆量 潜力也是白费 Without guts, talent is wasted.
好吧 Yeah.
强健的体魄 强大的灵魂 Strong body, strong mind.
- 对 - 说出来 - Yeah. - Say it.
- 强健的体魄 强大的灵魂 - 就是这样 - Strong body, strong mind. - There you go.
这真是 It's just- -
太不想离开这里了 it's just so hard to leave.
你会没事的 You'll be all right. You'll be fine.
简告诉我 你非常擅长讲故事 Jane tells me that you're quite a storyteller.
你知道我也经常写东西吗 Do you know I write, too?
- 真的吗 - 嗯嗯 - really？- Mm- hmm.
诗歌 Poetry.
那我度假的时候能给你写信吗 Can I write you when I'm on vacation?
- 当然可以 - 当然可以 - I'd love that. - We would love that.
你可以写给我们两个 You can write us
可以在上面写任何你想说的话 and you can tell us anything you want.
任何事 Anything.
现在这张桌子上没有任何秘密 There are no secrets at this table.
并且我们也不想瞒着你什么 And we don't want to keep any secrets from you, either.
简和我谈过了 Jane and I have talked,
我们已经决定了 希望能够人人平等 and we've decided that we want us all to be equals.
我们太尊重你了 所以不能撒谎 And we respect you too much to lie.
所以我们想让你知道 So we want you to know
我们现在是情侣 that Jane and I are lovers.
你觉得怎样 How do you feel?
我很高兴 Well, I'm happy for you.
很高兴你们拥有彼此 I'm happy you have each other.
我不想让你们像我的父母那样痛苦 I don't want you to be miserable like my parents.
乖姑娘 Dear girl.
告诉过你 她内心很强大的 Told you she has a deep soul.
年幼的詹妮 他们怎么知道我不会泄露他们的秘密 Young Jennifer: How did they know they could trust me with their secret?
难道他们不怕错信我吗 That I would never break their confidence?
其他女孩可能会谈论他们 The other girls would have told on them.
年幼的詹妮 但我从来没有和我父母 Adult Jennifer: I would never tell my parents,
或者其他大人说过 or the other adults.
就像是无言的誓言 It was like an unspoken oath.
而且我以此为豪 And I felt proud of it.
你在干嘛呢 What are you doing now?
嘿 Hey.
他们给我寄了很多信 They sent me a bunch of letters.
我房间里的其他东西都在哪里 Where's the rest of the stuff from my room?
信都在这个盒子里 Letters are in this box.
妈妈 你知道这些多久了 Mom, how long did you know these were here?
你以前怎么不给我呢 How come you didn't give me these before?
我找到这些的时候我知道了你的故事 I found them when I found your story.
我不给你是因为 And I didn't give them to you because...
我觉得很羞愧 Because I was ashamed.
亲爱的詹妮 "My Dear Jenny,
看到你的来信我很伤心 "I was so sad reading your special letters..."
我讨厌呆在家里 I hate being home.
即使在这么美丽的地方 Even in this beautiful place,
我的兄弟姐妹也一直在互相争斗 my brothers and sisters never stop fighting.
我母亲和外婆不断地吼着他们 My mom and grandmother yell at them constantly.
在这个世界上开心真是太难了 "It's easier to be unhappy in this world.
这些侵蚀着我的大脑 "It has been burned into my brain
这些让我感觉我太自私了 "That it is I that is selfish.
我接受着他们的付出 I take, they give."
亲爱的詹妮 "My dear Jenny,
我和纽加分享了你寄来的卡片 "Nouga and I shared our cards from you,
你写的悲怆诗 我希望你不要介意 "Your poems of pathos. I hope you don't mind.
詹妮 你有种别样的魅力 "You have some very special kind of beauty, Jenny,
想分享是很自然的事情 and it's natural to want to share..."
我太茫然了 I'm so confused.
但同时 我又感觉很自由 But at the same time, I feel free.
不要走那些光线不好的地方 It's getting to where one can't walk in broad daylight.
不要随便到处乱跑 And that one goes running around at all hours.
去年斯潘塞县就有个女的被强奸了 A woman was raped last year over on Spencer.
你们在说什么呢 What are you going on about?
詹妮 你可以去喊你哥哥吗 Jenny, can you go get your brother?
要吃晚饭了 It's time for dinner.
我们谈过这个了 We talked about this.
我不会让你妈妈来恐吓我的孩子的 I will not have your mother instilling fear in my children.
你就不能小声点吗 Can you just keep your voice down?
她可是放弃暑假来帮我们的 She gave up her summer to help me.
可这是我家 This is still my house.
我知道 I- I know...
詹妮 我能理解你的感受 Jenny, I feel for you.
成长总伴随着改变 Growth always means change.
但纽加说 But then Nouga says
改变都是痛苦的 change is almost always painful,
因此 痛苦就是快乐 and thus pain is joy.
所以 我们要微信面对 So we smile again.
亲爱的詹妮 Dear Jenny,
不要放弃你的跑步 try to continue with your running.
不久 你就会发现它的乐趣 Before long, the pleasure of doing it will appear again.
每一天 这些做好的事情会让你更加自信 Each day, the well- done piece will build your confidence.
你的马是公的还是母的啊 Is your horse a boy or a girl?
公的 It's a boy.
- 它真美 - 谢谢 - It's a beautiful horse. - Thanks.
很高兴你交了个新朋友 我亲爱的詹妮 So glad you've made a new friend, my dear Jenny.
这个奇妙的体验会为你打开 This wonderful experience will only open new worlds
新世界的大门 for you to come.
但不要太着急 But do not rush.
你有足够的时间来享受这些 You have plenty of time to enjoy everything.
爸妈 你们在吗 Mom, Dad, are you in there?
可以小声点吗 Would you keep it down, please?
你爸爸和我想睡个午觉 Your father and I are trying to take a nap.
对不起 妈妈 但这很重要 Sorry, Mom, but it's very important.
我的朋友 他邀请我去博览会 My friend, well, he invited me to the fair.
我们九点就回来 We'll be back by 9:00.
等等 谁邀请你 Wait, who invited you?
一位来自马厩的新朋友 卢卡斯·门德尔松 A new friend from the stable. Lucas Mendelssohn.
- 他们家是德克萨斯州的 - 这肯定不行 詹妮 - His family's from Texas. - Of course not, Jenny.
我们不了解他们家的情况 并且你知道规矩的 We don't know his family, and you know the rule.
你知道我们要和威勒夫妇吃晚餐的 You know we have dinner reservations with the Wheelers.
现在去换装吧 Now go get dressed.
他明天要和他的家人一起飞回家了 He's flying home with his family tomorrow.
拜托 我们九点会回来的 Please? We'll be back right at 9:00.
我不想再说一次 I don't want to repeat myself.
你也听到了你父亲说的了 这是很重要的一次晚餐 And you heard your father. This is an important dinner.
你父亲很快就要完成新项目的融资了 Your dad's gonna close the financing
赶快去换衣服吧 on the new development, so go get dressed.
他们不答应 They said I can't go.
要不让我妈妈给你妈妈打电话 Well, maybe my mom can call your mom.
这不重要了 But it won't matter.
这是他们愚蠢的规矩之一 It's just one of their stupid rules.
我讨厌他们 I hate them.
小姑娘 Young lady.
我刚刚说什么了 What did we just discuss?
宝贝 宝贝 Babes. Babe?
快点 我们要走了 我们都在车里等你 Come on, let's go. We're all waiting in the car.
我不想去 I don't want to go.
亲爱的 你朋友叫什么 Honey, what was the name of your friend?
那个男孩 他的家族 他叫什么 That boy, his family? What was his name?
- 门德尔松 - 门德尔松 - Mendelssohn. - Mendelssohn.
没错 我就知道我听过这名字 That's right. I knew I knew the name.
两周前我和他爸爸打过高尔夫 I played golf with his father two weeks ago.
乔尔·斯特恩带他去了俱乐部 Joel Stern brought him to the club.
不管怎么样 来吧 出发了 Anyway, come on. Move it.
我们走 Let's go
我做出了一个决定 I have made a decision.
我要自己掌控自己的人生 I'm taking my life into my own hands.
那个秋天 每个星期五 爸爸接我放学 That fall, every Friday, my dad picked me up from school
然后送我到G夫人家 and dropped me off at Mrs. G's.
你好 我亲爱的 Hi, my love.
让我看看你 Let me look at you.
有人一直在锻炼哦 Someone's kept up with her training.
我做出了一个决定 I have made a decision.
我要自己掌控自己的人生 I'm taking my life in my own hands.
那个秋天 每个星期五 That fall, every Friday,
G夫人接我放学 然后带我到她的农场去 Mrs. G picked me up from school and took me to her farm.
这就是纯粹的幸福 It was pure bliss.
这就是天堂 It was heaven.
我终于有归属了 I was finally home.
为了活下去 我们自己会编造故事 We tell ourselves stories in order to live.
所以 你的故事是什么 So, what's your story?
你要讲的故事是什么 What story are you gonna tell?
谢谢 Thank you.
我觉得我们应该告诉你父母 I think we should tell your parents
我们要去比尔家拜访他 about visiting Bill at his house.
你觉得呢 What do you think?
我不觉得他们会理解 I don't think they'd understand.
呵 他们什么都不明白 Ha! They don't understand anything.
我就好像是隐形的 It's like if I was invisible.
就好像我根本不存在 Like if I didn't even exist.
你的父母只是惧怕这个世界 your parents are just afraid of the world.
他们只是害怕生活 害怕自由 They're just afraid of living, of being free.
他们不能接受你正成长为一个女人 They cannot accept that you are becoming a woman.
他们不能像我们一样看待你 They can't see you the way that we can.
他们简直就是伪君子 They're such hypocrites.
我恨他们 I hate them.
你不应该恨他们 詹妮 You shouldn't hate them, Jenny.
你应该可怜他们 You should pity them.
他们只是没你这么勇敢 They're just not brave like you are.
你不惧怕人生 You're not afraid of life.
对吗 詹妮 你可不怕人生 Right Jenny? You're not afraid of living.
这样如何 How about this?
我们组成我们自己的家庭 We will form our own family
在完完全全坦诚 based on complete honesty
还有爱的基础上 and love.
毫无隐藏 Hiding nothing,
展示一切 revealing everything.
只有真实 Just the truth.
我们永远不向彼此说谎 And we'll never lie to each other.
永远不 Never.
不像世界上的其他人一样说谎 Like the rest of the world does.
完全正确 That's exactly right.
我要走了 我们得走了 来吧 小姐 I have to go. We have to go. Come on, missus.
我还没做晚饭呢 I haven't even made dinner.
当我们要离开时 我们总是匆匆忙忙 When it came time to leave, we had to hurry.
你知道我丈夫没吃到晚饭的话会变怎样 You know how he gets when he hasn't got his dinner.
如果我们回家晚的话 G博士会生气的 Dr. G always got mad if we came home late.
总是你们两个人离开 It's always you two going off.
简 詹妮为什么今晚不留下来和我吃晚餐呢 Jane, why doesn't Jenny have dinner with me tonight?
这样我们就有更多时间 And that way we get a little bit more time
谈论这些事 to talk about all this stuff?
如果太晚了 你就可以睡在我儿子的老房间 Then if it gets too late, you can sleep in my son's old room
我明天一大早就会把她送回去 and I'll bring her over first thing tomorrow morning.
听起来怎么样 How does that sound?
我决定不了 It's not up to me.
詹妮可以自己做决定 Jenny can make her own mind up.
可以吗 Can't you?
很好 Good.
那这件事就定了 Then it's decided.
我当时说了什么 What did I say?
不管怎么样 我要走了 I have to go either way.
我不记得了 I don't remember.
我肯定说了什么 I must have said something.
我只记得他们说的话 I only remember them.
为什么记不清自己说过了什么呢 Why can't I remember myself?
我答应他们了吗 Did I say yes?
你当时为什么要那么做 Why would you do that?
呃 Well...
这是我的人生 ...it's my life.
我可以自己做出选择 I can make my own decisions.
真的吗 你真这么认为 Really? You think so?
对啊 Yeah.
所以 你说了什么 So, what did you say?
好吧 我说了好 Well, I said yes,
因为我想向比尔和G夫人证明我已经成熟了 because I want to prove to Bill and Mrs. G that I'm mature.
但是这可不是你写在信里的 But that's not what you wrote.
你写的是你当时不想呆在那儿 You wrote that you don't want to be here.
你想和G夫人回到她家 That you want to go back with Mrs. G to her house.
看看你的日记本 Look in your notebook.
就在那儿 It's right there.
这只是一个虚构的故事 That's just a fiction story.
虚构的故事是什么意思 我们写了 What do you mean fiction? We wrote this as- -
这只是所发生的事情的一个版本而已 It's a version of what happened.
这是什么意思 What does that mean?
很多事情都是真的 A lot of it's true.
我老师告诉我所有的故事都是基于作者的生活 My teacher says that all stories are based on the writer's life.
你不知道即将要发生什么 You don't know what's about to happen.
我知道G夫人比比尔好很多 I know Mrs. G much better than Bill,
但是比尔不会伤害我的 but Bill is not gonna hurt me.
- 如果你是错的呢 - 停 - What if you are wrong - Stop!
你变得像其他人一样 You've become just like all of them.
你就想控制我 You just want to tell me what to do.
这是我的人生 我的 It's my life. Mine.
不是你的 Not yours.
让我自由 Let me live!
如果你是错的呢 What if you're wrong?
我从来没见过金牌 I never saw a gold medal before.
很酷吧 Very Cool.
小心 Watch out!
我挑了一本想给你看看的诗集 I picked out a book of poetry that I wanted to show you.
是鲁米的诗集 It's Rumi.
自从我第一次读了你写的东西 I have wanted to show you this
我就想给你看这个了 since the first time I read your writing,
因为这本书让我想起了你 because it reminded me of you.
- 真的吗 - 你会知道的 - Really - You'll see.
好了 Okay...
开始吧 here we go.
从这儿开始 Start there,
然后大声读出来 and just read it out loud.
但是我读的不是特别好 But I'm not a very good reader.
哦 我可确信你能读的特别优美 Oh, I am sure you read beautifully.
好吧 Okay.
让你自己一下子从自我中解脱 "Make yourself free from self at one stroke.
就像一把没有软肋的剑 "Like a sword without a trace of soft iron.
就像一面不锈钢镜子 "Like a steel mirror,
用悔恨洗净所有的锈迹 scours off all rust with contrition."
用悔恨洗净所有锈迹 All rust with contrition.
这样你才能看到你自己纯洁 明亮的本质 "That you may see your own pure, bright essence."
这诗太美了 it's so beautiful.
是啊 Yes.
我就知道你会喜欢 I just knew you would like it.
我就知道 I just knew it.
詹妮 你冷吗 Jenny, are you cold?
你的手在发抖 Your hands are trembling.
呃 我的手经常抖 Um, they always shake.
我本来想把火点上的 不过现在太晚了 I meant to light the fire, but now it's too late.
你不应该着凉的 You shouldn't freeze.
你感觉可以吗 Are you feeling okay?
可以 Yeah.
也许我应该给G夫人打电话 Maybe I should just call Mrs. G- -
不用 不用 我可以 No, no, I'm okay.
我感觉还好 I- - I feel fine.
我不想回家 I don't want to go home.
听着 Look.
好吧 那你为什么再在读一首诗呢 Okay, well, then why don't you read the other poem
就在你翻过去的那页上面 that's in there with the page turned down.
对 那是我最喜欢的 Yes! That's my favorite.
爱的呼唤 "Call of Love."
我会马上回来 我给你拿一块毯子 And I'll be right back. I'm going to get you a blanket.
呃 好的 Um, okay.
在每一个瞬间 "At every instant"
从四面八方 "And from every side
响起的爱 resounds the call of love."
我听不到 I can't hear you!
我们要去天堂 "We are going to heaven.
想和我们一起来吗 "Who wants to come with us?
我们一直是天使的朋友 "We have been the friends of the angels.
我们将回到那里 "We will go back there,
那里才是我们的故乡 for there is our country."
好了 往后坐 Okay, now move back.
好了 你很快就会暖起来的 All right, you'll feel a lot warmer in a second.
这首是怎么样 比刚才那首好吧 How's that? Is that better?
对 Yeah.
我们比天堂还高 "We are higher than heaven."
好了 往那边挪一点 我现在感觉冷了 Okay, now scoot over. I'm cold now.
别停 Don't stop.
你念的很好 You're doing great.
比天使还高贵 "More noble than the angels.
为什么不成为超越他们的人呢 "Why not go beyond them?
- 我们的目标 - 詹妮 你真的很特别 - Our goal- - " - Jenny, you are so special.
你知道吗 Did you know that?
你那么有内涵 You're so deep.
我们的目标是得到至高无上的尊严 "Our goal is the supreme majesty.
完美的珍珠 What has the fine pearl- - "
我想把你和那群 I want to save you from all of those...
蠢男生隔离开 stupid young boys out there.
我觉得你 I think you are...
是完美的 perfect.
为什么 为什么要 "Why- - Why have- - "
詹妮 Jenny...
你愿意为我做点事吗 would you do something for me?
你愿意让我看看你吗 Would you let me see you?
你愿意把你自己没有束缚的展示给我看吗 Will you just show me what you look like without...?
好吧 Okay.
你害羞了吗 Are you shy
你觉得我会希望你像G夫人一样有大胸脯吗 Do you think I want you to have big breasts like Mrs. G?
我不会 I don't.
你想把你的上衣脱了吗 Do you want to take your shirt off?
好吗 Yeah?
好 好吧 O- - Okay.
好吧 Okay.
你一直在为这一刻做准备 You've been preparing for this moment.
我不觉得我们应该把这一切告诉G夫人 I don't think we should tell Mrs. G about us.
她可能还没准备好 I don't think she's quite ready.
你想继续读吗 Do you want to keep reading?
嗨 Hey.
嗨 你在做什么 Hey, what are you doing?
你在做什么 What are you doing?
你在做什么 看我童年的东西吗 What are you doing, reading my childhood things?
这些信是哪里来的 谁写的 Who are they from? Who wrote them?
我跟你说过了 就那段感情 From the relationship I told you about.
一个成年男人给你写的信 They're from an adult man.
是的 我告诉过你 他年长些 Yeah. I told you he was older.
请你不要乱翻我的东西行吗 Just please don't go through my things.
他多大 I mean, how old was he?
四十 差不多吧 He's 40, I don't know.
那可是强奸 违法的 That's rape. That's illegal.
亲爱的 Babe...
你当时多大 十三岁 十四岁 How old were you? Like 13, 14?
那是七十年代 It was the '70s,
人们不像现在这么在乎这种事 and people didn't talk about it like that.
亲爱的 这无关七十年代还是八十年代 But babe the '70s, '80s, it doesn't matter.
我不想你为它找理由 I don't want you to justify this.
我没有 好吗 I'm not trying to justify it, okay?
那是我的童年 事情发生在我身上 It was my childhood, and these things happened to me
就是 你知道 and it's just, you know,
它很复杂 I'm just saying, it was complicated.
你的确说过那段感情 You talked about the relationship,
但那可是个成年男人 but this is a grown man.
他是我的教练 He was my coach.
这有什么相干的吗 But what does that have to do with it?
他四十岁了 和我差不多大 He was 40 years old. He was my age.
还要占小孩子便宜 Taking advantage of a child.
亲爱的 Babe...
这件事对我很重要 this was important to me.
我会找到原因的 好吗 And I'm trying to figure out why, okay?
这些人对我很重要 These people were important to me.
这些人 哪些人 People? Who are these people?
我还看见一个女人写的信 那又是谁 I saw a letter from a woman. Who was that?
那是我的马术老师 That was my riding teacher.
她把他介绍给的我 She introduced him to me, you know?
那个夏天她也在 And she was there that summer.
- 所以我就去看她了 - 但你 - That's why I went to see her. - But, you- -
我在努力理清这件事 I am trying to figure it out.
你为什么还想要找他们 你是受害者啊 Why do you want to find them when you're the victim?
我说这些不是想 I'm not saying that to- -
好 我告诉你 我不是受害者 Okay, I am not a victim.
我不需要你 或者任何人 来叫我受害者 可以吗 I don't need you or anybody, to call me a victim, okay?
你他妈对我的生活一无所知 Because you don't have a fucking clue about my life.
所以我们不要继续这个话题了 So we need to stop this now.
让我自己想清楚这件事 Let me just figure this out for myself.
詹妮弗 我对你的生活一无所知吗 Jennifer, I don't know your life?
我们在一起都六年了 After six years?
你就从来没想过去看心理医生吗 Have you ever thought about seeing a therapist?
如果你了解我 你就知道我不会去看什么心理医生 If you knew me, you'd know I ain't going to see a therapist.
我自己能处理好 I'm gonna figure this out myself.
你看过我给你的戒指吗 Did you ever even look at the ring I brought you?
你觉得我他妈还在乎一个戒指吗 Do you think I give a shit about a ring?
你还是这样 根本不了解我 That's you again, not knowing me.
你的车到了 Your car is here.
事情没解决 我不会就这么走的 I'm not going to leave with us like this.
我不走 I'm not going to.
这样吧 詹妮弗 我们 我们谈谈 Look, Jennifer, let's- - let's talk.
- 我想和你一起解决这件事 - 求你别 真不用 你走吧 - I want to be here for you- - - Please! Please! Please go.
我不会就这么走的 I'm not leaving like this.
可以 你不走我走 Good! Then I'll leave.
- 你留下好了 - 不 不 别这样 - So you stay. - So- - No, no, no.
- 你待着吧 - 好吧 听着 - You stay. No, you stay. - All right, look,
- 你不用走的 - 我收拾东西 我走 - you don't have to leave. - And I'll get my shit together.
我要你他妈的滚出这里 I want you the fuck out of here!
你走 不然我走 Go, or I go.
走啊 Go, or I go.
等我回来 And when I come back,
我们再好好谈谈这件事 we're going to have to talk about this.
为什么选我呢 Why did you pick me?
我瘦弱 平胸 又内向 I'm a skinny, flat- chested, introverted kid.
你还不了解自己 You can't see yourself.
我一直想帮你构建自信 I keep working on your self- image,
但你是这么顽固 but you're so stubborn,
沉浸于自己的世界里 so attached to your drama.
贝奇漂亮多了 Becky was so much prettier.
贝奇已经将自己和外部隔绝了 Becky was closed off already.
你是成年人了 詹妮 你和我说说 You're an adult now, Jenny. You tell me.
你觉得成人世界里有新鲜事物吗 How do you find freshness in the world of adults?
看看你自己 再看看我 Look at yourself. Look at me.
多疑 疲倦 Doubtful, jaded.
乏善可陈 死在自己的画地为牢里 Unable to be surprised. I'm dying in my own skin.
我希望你能以我看你的方式看待你自己 I wish you could see yourself the way I see you.
那种热诚 That earnestness,
奉献和爱 the devotion, the love.
成年人是不能够那样爱的 只有孩子才可以 An adult cannot love like that. Only children can.
那样纯粹 It's so pure.
你依旧相信所有可能 You still believe in possibilities.
像我一样 As I do.
像我一样 知道吗 As I do. See?
一模一样吗 Two peas in a pod?
是的 一模一样 Yes, exactly.
我希望你能把我从家庭里解救出来 I hoped you would save me from my family.
我没有吗 Didn't I?
天 我要疯了 God, I feel crazy.
可能我会出场车祸 然后 Maybe I'll get into a crash and the...
车会燃烧起来 car'll catch on fire.
万物俱焚 The whole thing'll go up in flames.
一切秘密 All my secrets.
一切历史 都付诸一炬 History erased in a flash.
就此消失 Just like that.
- 你好 - 你好 - Hello. - Hi.
你应该就是福克斯女士吧 You must be Mrs. Fox.
是我 Yes.
很高兴终于遇见你了 How lovely to finally meet you.
这是送给你的 These are for you.
哦 谢谢你 Oh, thank you.
这是 给你丈夫的礼物 And, uh, for your- - for your husband.
- 哦 好 - 我很喜欢他 - Oh. Um - I'm a big fan.
一直在当地报纸上关注他的进程 Been following his progress in the local papers.
简要我告诉你 Jane wanted me to tell you that she is so sorry
她很抱歉她今晚没法接詹妮了 that she couldn't pick Jenny up tonight.
于是她拜托我来 Um, but she asked me to.
我下班回家刚好顺路 This house is right on my way home from work.
我就住在格拉梅西夫人的庄园对面 I live across the field from Mrs. Gramercy?
她 She's...
- 你是詹妮的跑步教练 - 是的 - You coach Jenny's running? - Yes.
- 妈妈 别问了 - 我是她的跑步教练 - Please, Mom. - Yes I do.
她是个很有天赋的运动员 She's a very talented runner.
前途无量 你该很自豪 She shows a lot of promise. You should be very proud.
- 我很自豪 - 行了 - I am proud. - Okay...
- 我们走吧 - 很出色 很出色的女孩 - Let's go. - A wonderful, wonderful girl.
好的 请告诉格拉梅西夫人 All right, please tell Mrs. Gramercy
周日詹妮得在下午五点整准时到家 I'd like Jenny home Sunday by 5:00 p.M. Sharp,
这样她才能做完作业 so she can get her homework done.
没问题 Absolutely.
周日晚上我们会有人及时送她回家的 One of us will have her back in time Sunday night.
- 好了 我们走吧 - 您不用担心 - Okay, let's go. - Don't have to worry.
- 好 - All right.
再见 Uh, bye.
我发现 我太相信他了 I find that I trust him so much,
我也没意识到他在引导我走向何处 I never realize where he's leading me.
深呼吸 Just breathe.
而当我们到了那一步 我不知道如何拒绝 Once we're that far, I don't know how to say no.
没事的 It's okay.
我爱他 I love him.
他也爱我 He loves me.
还不到时候 Not yet.
慢慢舒展 打开自己 We have to keep stretching you open slowly.
年轻小伙子永远不会为你做这些 No young boy would ever do this for you.
但我不会放弃 But I'm not giving up.
为你 我全都准备好了 I'm ready for you.
哦 哦 Ohh. Oh!
嗨 Hey.
早 Good morning.
谢谢 妈妈 Thanks, Mom.
我的天 我睡着了 Oh, my God, I fell asleep.
你这造型不错 Well, that's a good look for you.
一团乱麻 Trashed.
天啊 我困在回忆里了 Oh, my God, I'm just locked in.
我不能 I can't- -
这事一直萦绕在我脑中 I can't turn it off right now.
你觉得比尔和G夫人 Do you think Bill and Mrs. G
对我格外关注 paid extra attention to me
是因为当时爸爸是大开发商吗 because Dad was like a big developer back then?
不 和这事完全没关系 No, that didn't have anything to do with it.
他们关注你是因为你不同寻常 It was because you were an unusual child,
而且你知道怎么和大人沟通 and you knew how to talk to adults.
我在想 你初次见他的时候 I was thinking about the first time that you met him.
你还记得他来接我的那天吗 You know when he came here to pick me up?
哦 我永远也忘不了那一天 Oh, I'll never forget that day.
开玩笑的吧 我毫无戒心 You kidding? All my antenna went off.
你和他一起 一出房门 As soon as you were out of the house with him,
我就跑去找你爸爸了 I ran to your father.
- 花 - 是的 - Flowers. - Yeah.
他给我送了花 He gave me flowers.
看 他还给你礼物了呢 And look, he gave you a gift, too.
给你 Here.
谁会这么做呢 Why would anyone do that?
你和你妈一样 Just like your mother.
觉得世界危机四伏 You think the world is full of danger.
女儿每个周末都呆在家里 Our daughter spends every weekend in the home
和她离异又二婚的母亲呆在一起 of a divorced woman on her second marriage.
纳丁 你在说什么呢 Nadine, what are you even talking about?
我们了解她吗 What do we really know about her?
现在又来了个比尔 And now this Bill?
妈妈 对不起 Mom, sorry.
我只是 我们能 啊 我们能进屋吗 I just- - Can we go- - Ow!- - Can we go inside the house?
- 哦 当然可以 - 嗯 对不起 我只是 - Oh, yeah, sure. - Yeah, sorry. I just- -
- 我帮你拿包 - 好的 谢谢你 - Here, I'll take your bag. - Okay, thanks.
比尔给爸爸的是个镇纸吗 Didn't Bill bring Dad, like, a paperweight?
是的 Yeah.
他送了镇纸 He did.
当时是圣诞节还是什么 Was it like Christmas or something?
不 不是圣诞节 那时候是秋天 No, it wasn't Christmas. It was autumn.
你和爸爸当时是要去什么地方 You and Dad were going somewhere
因为外婆在这照顾我 'cause Grandma was here babysitting.
有吗 我记不清了 Was she? I don't remember.
他并没有带我去G夫人那 He wasn't taking me to Mrs. G's.
我想说的是 I just wanted to say
非常感谢你们今天能来 that I'm glad you guys are all here.
我很乐意与我爱的人 I wanted to share my good fortune
分享我的财富 with the people that I love.
我的男孩们 还有詹妮 My boys, and Jenny.
来 干杯 So, cheers.
- 那个男人对你做了什么 - 什么都没有 - What was that man doing to you? - Nothing!
什么叫没事 Grandmother: What do you mean, nothing?!
你等着我告诉你爸妈吧 You wait until I tell your parents!
外婆知道这件事 对吧 Grandma knew, right?
所以你也知道一些 So you knew something.
你在说些什么 我不知道 What are you talking about? No.
她看见我和比尔在门口 接吻 Well, I mean she saw Bill and I, out front, kiss,
她说她要告诉你 and she said she was gonna tell you.
我妈看见你们了 My mother saw you?
她没告诉你看见我们两接吻的事吗 She didn't tell you something about seeing us kiss?
- 她说她会告诉你的 - 没有 她绝对没说 - She said she was gonna tell. - No, absolutely not.
不然我一定会杀了他的 I would've killed him.
当然 每当我向你问起比尔 你都撒谎了 Of course, whenever I asked you about Bill, you did lie.
是 而你也对你自己撒谎了 Yeah, and you lied to yourself.
等会 Whoa, wait a minute.
我明确地问过你 I asked you specifically
比尔和G夫人是不是有一腿 if Bill and Mrs. G were having an affair,
而你看着我的眼睛说 没有 and you looked me right in the eye and you said no.
你为什么现在来和我生气 Why are you so angry now?
为什么不生气 因为我想知道那件事 Well, why are you not angry? That's what I want to know.
如果那是你女儿 你会怎么想 How would you- - How would you feel if it was your daughter?
你会怎么做 What would you do
你当时确实知道一些事的 妈 Mom, you knew something.
你告诉了爸爸 而他让你不要管了 You told Dad, and he talked you out of it.
是的 That's true.
你遵守着爸爸的规则 You were following Dad's rules,
就像G夫人遵守比尔的规则 just like Mrs. G followed Bill's rules.
你是在拿我和G夫人 你爸和那个人比吗 Are you equating me with Mrs. G and you father with that
不 妈 你听我说 No, no. Mom, listen.
我说过这事很复杂 I'm saying it's complicated.
我说过她很没有安全感 I'm saying she was deeply insecure,
她可能自己小时候也遭受过性侵 she was probably sexually abused herself as a kid.
可能 Probably.
相信我 Trust me....
我知道 这可能会对人造成伤害 I know. It can damage your boundaries.
你终于承认你被伤害了 At last, you admit you were damaged.
行吧 Fine, Mom.
自从我看了你写的故事 There's a question I've been wanting to ask
就想问你一个问题 since I read your story.
什么 Yeah?
你很享受吗 Did you like it?
妈 Mom...
我那时只是个孩子 I was a kid.
你为什么要问我这个 Why are you asking me that?
我只是不能理解 I just don't understand.
为什么你要一直回到他那里 Why did you keep going back?
我得到了一些别的东西 I got something else.
什么 告诉我 我想要知道 What? Tell me. I want to know.
爱 我 Love. I...
我想要有人认为我是特别的 I wanted somebody to think I was special.
好吧 Well...
你对我来说永远都是特别的 you were always special to me.
妈 天呐 Mom, Jesus.
自那以后 你变得十分乱来 And then after that, you became so promiscuous.
你和各种男人上床 You slept with all kinds of men.
外国男人 已婚男人 Foreign men, married men...
你从不在乎别人的妻子 You didn't care about the wives.
- 妈 - 你什么都不在乎 - Mom... - You didn't care about anything.
你这样的想法已经过时了 You sound very old- fashioned.
这很过时吗 That's old- fashioned.
你这辈子都和一个男人在一起 You were with one man your entire life.
我不 我不想像那样被束缚住 I didn't- - I didn't want to be stuck like that.
我不想像你一样 I didn't want to be like you.
失陪了 Excuse me.
比尔·艾伦在1960到1964年蝉联冠军 Bill Allens has stood on the podium in 1960 and 1964.
当他去大学当老师后 When he moved to teaching at the university,
他将目光投向了长远的教学中 his vision extended far beyond the valley.
- 单腿下蹲 - 比尔成为了一名传奇的教练 - And lunges. - Bill became a coaching legend.
踢臀跑 And now butt kicks.
在全国各地的大学里 He would cultivate his larger- than- life image
他树立起高大的形象 at universities all across the country.
艾伦教练在众多人中选择了我 并且相信我 Coach Allens picked me out of a crowd and believed in me.
他把他的接力队称为错配玩具岛 They called his relay team the island of the misfit toys.
我们都是没人关注的孩子 We were all kids who no one would have noticed,
但他能看见我们的才华并让我们与众不同 but he saw our talent and he just pushed us to excel.
我们想要赢 And we all want to win,
但那是次要的 but that's secondary.
最重要的是我们 What's most important is that we feel
作为一个团队去完成它 that we've done this as a team.
我们已经学会坚持努力去成就非凡 And we've learned to persevere and strive for excellence.
我希望你们再回顾起这段时光时 And I hope that you think of this time fondly,
觉得它帮助了你们成就真正的自己 and that it helped make you who you are.
威廉·P·艾伦 William P. Allens.
嗯 他在71到82年期间在大学当教练 Yeah, he coached at the university from '71 to '82.
你说他在73年的时候对你进行性虐待 You said that he sexually abused you in '73.
但 我们 我们有过一段感情经历 But, um- - we were- - we had a relationship.
好的 很抱歉 Okay, um, I'm very sorry.
我 我很抱歉 I'm- - I'm very sorry.
我希望这能帮到你 I hope this helps.
我通过我的一个调查员得到了 I was able to get his phone number
他的电话号码 from one of my investigators.
噢 Oh.
谢谢 Thank you.
我猜你是在准备起诉他 I assume you're in the process of building a case against him.
不 我只是 No, I just, um,
我只是想知道在他身上发生了什么 I just wanted to know what's happened to him,
自从我和 you know, since me and...
为什么他在82年离开了学校 why he left the university after '82.
你好 这里是威廉·艾伦 Answering machine: Hello, you've reached William Allens.
运动精英 Best in Sports.
请留言 我会给你回复 Leave a message and I'll return your call- -
你对此可能有自己的答案 Well, you probably have your answer for that.
我的意思是如果他虐待 I mean if he abused- -
如果你们在一起过 if you had a relationship,
那往往意味着还会有其他人也一样 that usually means that there were others.
这绝不止一个 There's never only one.
阿马托侦探说还有其他人 Adult Jennifer: Detective Amato said something about others.
他能找到她们吗 Can he find them?
我不知 I don't- -
妈 不会有其他人的 如果有我会知道的 Mom, there weren't others. I would have known.
噢 我的天呐 Oh, for God's sakes.
亲爱的 有时候我真的很难相信 Honestly, sometimes I find it hard to believe
你是我的孩子 you're my own child.
你好 这里是威廉·艾伦 Hello, you've reached William Allens.
运动精英 Best in Sports.
请留言 我会尽快 Leave a message and I'll return your call
给你回电话 at my earliest convenience.
嗨 比尔 我是 Hey, Bill, uh, this is J- -
我是詹妮·福克斯 this is Jenny Fox.
这么多年轻的运动员 Many, many young athletes.
还有多少受害者 How many others were there?
我是年纪最小的吗 Was I the youngest?
一定有其他人知道我 Someone else must have known about me.
一定有目击者 There must have been a witness.
你是谁 Who are you?
做出完美苹果派的秘诀 The secret to the perfect apple pie...
不要告诉任何人 - Don't tell anyone, though.
这是我们的秘密 It's our secret.
犹太人不被允许骑马 Jews were not allowed to ride horses,
因为犹太人不能高过俄罗斯人 because no Jew could be higher than a Russian.
是啊 - Yeah.
我觉得我们 I don't think we should
不应该告诉G夫人 tell Mrs. G about us.
用那个庄稼 詹妮 Use that crop, Jenny.
我不认为她准备好了 I don't think she's quite ready.
第一次总会有点血 There's always blood the first time.
你不记得我了吗 傻瓜 You remember me, don't you, silly?
当然 这是爱丽丝 Sure. That's Iris.
她是在G夫人农场里的大学生 She was the college student that ran Mrs. G's barn.
她很漂亮 She was so sweet.
我有些忘记了 她总是和我们在一起吗 I don't remember. Was she around all the time?
你骑上G夫人种马"普夫"那天 She was there the day that Mrs. G
她就在那里 put you on her stallion, Puff.
她真可爱 Such a cute kid.
她很用心 A lot of heart, that one.
她今年进步很大 She's made huge improvements
跳跃障碍 this summer- - leaps and bounds.
我们现在说起这些 真是有趣 Funny, now that we're talking about it,
我还记得一些别的事 there's something else I remember.
他是不是很好 Isn't he gorgeous?
她很不错 She is.
贝基你是不是瘦了 Have you lost weight, Becky?
- 我也注意到了 - 嗯 - I've noticed it too. - Mm.
你看上去很漂亮 You're looking really good.
我确定比尔并没有别的意思 Adult Becky: I'm sure Bill didn't mean anything by it,
- 但我感到很压抑 - 继续训练 - but I was so repressed- - - Keep up your training,
在秋天你就能和我们一起比赛了 you'll be able to compete with us in the fall.
希望你能加入我们市区跑步队 Love for you to join my inner- city running team.
我无法面对他 I couldn't handle him
当他像打量一个女人一样打量我 noticing me, you know, as a woman.
你知道如何联系上爱丽丝吗 Do you know how to get in touch with Iris?
噢 不知道 Oh, not a clue.
我甚至不知道她的姓 I don't think I even knew her last name.
但G夫人一定知道 But Mrs. G would know.
她们关系那么好 She was so close with her.
这里是葛兰姆西家 You've reached the Gramercy residence.
在哔声后 请留言给 Please leave a message for Dr. G or I
G先生或者我 - after the beep tone.
嗨 我是詹妮弗·福克斯 Hel- - Hello, Jane, it's Jennifer Fox.
我有些想你 Sorry I missed you.
我刚好在你家附近 I'm just- - it's funny, I'm near your house.
我觉得路过然后再见上一面 I just thought it would be lovely to come by
会很不错 and say hello again.
操 Shit.
我想建立一个超越婚姻的团体 I'm ready to make a group beyond marriage.
婚姻很可怕 Marriage is terrible.
超越所有以前的承诺和规则 Beyond all formal rules of commitment.
詹妮 你相信我吗 Jenny, do you trust me?
相信 Yeah.
你想和我一起吗 Do you want to come with me?
我想让我们四个共同处于一段感情中 I want us to make a real group.
你 我 G夫人 还有爱丽丝 You, me, Mrs. G, and Iris.
爱丽丝 Iris.
- 看望我的母亲 然后 - 当然不会 - ...visiting my mom and... - Of course not.
真抱歉 I'm so sorry.
哦 我给您带了瓶红酒 Oh, I brought you a bottle of wine.
哦 Oh!
但当我在我母亲家的时候 But when I was at my mom's,
我发现了一些您比赛时留下的宝贝 I found some treasures of you competing.
哦 我本想这个夏天再参加一次比赛的 Oh. I wanted to compete again this summer,
但是安东尼病倒了 我什么都参加不了 but with Anthony sick, I can't plan anything.
每天清晨我睁开眼 I wake up every morning
我都不知道自己能否走出家门 and don't know if I'll be able to leave the house.
我懂的 肯定很不好受 I understand. That must be so hard.
哦 谢谢您 Oh, thank you.
是这样 我找到了一些您可能觉得很有趣的照片 So, I found some pictures you might find amusing
都是我和您在这里的那年夏天照的 from the summer that I stayed here with you.
嗯 Mm.
让我们来看看 Let's see.
您还认得那位女士吗 Do you recognize that lady?
哦 天呐 我当年可真漂亮 Oh, my! That is a good picture of me.
我自己都没有一张照得很好看的照片 I don't have any good photos of me at all.
还记得这些女孩吗 Remember these girls?
这是谁 Who is this?
是我呀 Me.
我试着想记起来 嗯 I was trying to remember, uh...
那个年纪稍长的女孩是谁 who was the older girl?
那年夏天也在这里的那个漂亮的黑发女孩 Very pretty brunette who was there that summer?
爱丽丝·罗斯 Iris Rose.
是呀 Yeah.
你能想象一个名字里有两种花 Can you imagine two flowers for a name.
天呐 她可真美 God, she was beautiful.
- 是呀 - 她那时还在上大学 - Yeah. - She was in college.
那一整年她都在我这里打工 She worked for me all that year.
是呀 我记得这些 Yeah, I remember that.
您知道如何才能联系上爱丽丝吗 Do you know how to get a hold of Iris?
这是什么 What's this?
哦 我不是有意 嗯 Oh, I didn't mean to- - uh...
是比尔 it's Bill.
我 我 我当时在上网 I- I- I was looking on the Internet,
然后我看到了有一本专门写美国赛跑的书 and there was a- - a book on American running,
他们 他们有一整个 and they- - they had a whole, um...
是呀 比尔后来发生了什么 Yeah, what- - what happened to Bill?
我不知道 I don't know.
嗯 Uh- -
我去拿一下我的眼镜 Let me get my glasses.
书里有两整章的内容向他致敬 There were two chapters dedicated to him
还有关于他的教练方式 and all about his coaching.
我记得有一所大学的楼就是用他的名字命名的 I guess they've named a wing after him at a university.
我最后一次听说 是他姐姐给我打的电话 Last I heard, his sister called me,
试图找到比尔 trying to find Bill,
因为他们的 because their...
他们的母亲 their mother...
一个赛跑运动员的一生
我还是去把那张地图给你找来吧 Let's get you that map.
我会告诉你离开这里的路怎么走 然后 I'll give you directions to get out of here so- -
弗兰妮告诉我说你曾经在为世界运动会做准备 Franny told me that you had trained for the World Games,
所以我很确定他训练过你 so I was sure he trained you.
不 他没有 她记错了 No, he didn't. She was wrong.
我从没进过世界运动会 I wasn't in the World Games,
虽然我曾赢得了一些金牌 although I have won several gold medals.
我曾如此的爱您和比尔 I loved you and Bill so much.
这里是州际公路的岔道口 Here's the turnoff for the interstate.
我只是想知道到底发生了什么 I just need to know what happened.
你就沿着这条路到这里 You just follow this road out here.
- 并不难找 - 你一定知道 - It isn't hard. - You must've known.
天色有些晚了 It's a little dark out right now.
然后你就会找到岔道口了 And then you'll find the turnoff
随后你就会上到州际公路上了 and you'll be on the interstate in no time.
关于这件事 我需要询问曾经在那里的人 I need to talk about it with someone who was there.
求您了 Please.
如果你需要的话 可以带上这张地图 You can take the map if you'd like.
你现在应该走了 You should go now.
现在已经很晚了 我真的很疲倦了 It's very late. I'm quite tired.
简 有人来了吗 Jane, is somebody here?
- 啊 您好 - 哦 - Ah, hello. - Oh.
- 是我 詹妮·福克斯 - 詹妮 詹妮·福克斯 - It's- - It's Jenny Fox. - Jenny! Jenny Fox!
- 是的 - 哦 哦 哦 - Yes. - Ho ho ho!
哦 很高兴见到你 Oh, good to see you.
- 您好 G医生 - 詹妮·福克斯 - Hello, Dr. G. - Jenny Fox.
詹妮刚说她正要离开 Jenny just said that she was leaving.
哦 Oh.
很抱歉 确实很晚了 我知道 Sorry, it's so late. I know.
哦 詹妮 詹妮 詹妮 詹妮 Oh, Jenny, Jenny, Jenny, Jenny,
还有你所有的问题 with all your questions.
我感觉你好像是想让我为了什么事而道歉 I feel like you want me to apologize for something.
我不确定 I'm not sure.
你想要什么 What do you want?
不是 No.
不是 好吧 No, okay.
我只是想要了解你 I just want to know you.
你了解不了的 You can't.
我正试图去理解 I'm trying to understand.
你知道有比尔当你的老师你有多幸运吗 Do you know how lucky you were to have a teacher like Bill?
他是如此的特别 He's so special.
我从没见过像他一样的人 I never had anyone like him.
没有坚持不懈 你是永远都赢不了的 You never win without perseverance.
稍微忍耐一会儿 很快就会结束了 Just a little while longer, and then it will be over,
然后就再也不会痛了 and it will never hurt again.
你会懂的 You'll see.
现在你是一个女人了 我亲爱的 Now you are a woman, my love.
福克斯教授 您还好吗 Professor Fox, are you okay?
是的 我很好 Yeah, I'm fine.
好了 平时的话 我可能会说 Okay, so ordinarily I'd say
你应该跟你的访谈对象之间 you should take the time to build up trust
建立起信任 对吗 with your subject, right?
但是 嗯 But, um...
有的时候 你也要让他们惊喜一下 sometimes you gotta surprise 'em.
对吗 为了摆脱他们的防卫心理 Right? To get beyond their defenses.
所以 萨曼莎 那就请你 So, Samantha, why don't you...
跟大家分享一下你的第一次性经历 tell us all about your first sexual experience.
嗯 好的 可以 Uh, yeah, okay.
我那时 I was...
我那时17岁 I was 17.
他的名字叫瑞克 His name was Rick.
是的 我们俩一般大 Yeah, he was my age.
所以他是你的青梅竹马还是什么 So, your childhood sweetheart or whatever?
是的 Yeah.
那么你很享受吗 And did you enjoy it?
我很享受吗 Did I enjoy it?
嗯 我觉得是的 Um, yeah, I think.
是的 事实上整个过程 Right, the whole thing was actually just- -
还是有些甜蜜的 It was kind of sweet,
因为我们从六年级开始 because we'd been best friends since...
就是最好的朋友了 God, sixth grade?
你懂的 我们完全不知道自己在做些什么 You know, we had no idea what we were doing.
我们只是两个孩子 We were just a couple of kids.
回首过去 我 Looking back on it, I...
我自以为自己很成熟 但实则不然 I was younger than I thought of myself to be, you know?
时至今日 我仍难以忘怀那个时刻 And yet, I'll never forget in the moment,
感觉就像身在温柔乡 there was just so much tenderness.
我想我甚至还有了些 I think I even had a little...
嗯 um...
你懂的 you know.
你知道我在说些什么 You know what I'm saying.
我不懂 是什么 No. What?
嗯 Uh...
我是说 如果你连性都没有勇气谈论的话 I mean, if you're not going to be able to talk about sex,
我不知道你要如何去采访其他人 I don't know how you're going to interview other people
关于各种各样的事儿 所以 about all kinds of shit, so...
好吧 嗯 Okay. Uh...
我觉得我可能还有点高潮了 I think I had a little... orgasm.
我不确定 我真的没有期待会高潮 I don't know, I wasn't expecting it.
我当时都不知道那是什么 I didn't know what it was.
只是 那个感觉确实跟现在的不同 It just- - It wasn't the same as it is now.
你懂的 因为一开始时它就像 You know, because in the beginning it's like...
它就像这些小火花 it's just like these little... sparks.
我是说 那个感觉真的很自然而然 And, I mean, it felt really... just really natural, I think.
所以说确实很艰难 因为所发生的事是 So it's a tough thing, because what happens is,
特别是在那样一个年纪 那种事让你感觉很好 especially at that age, is that it feels good.
我的意思是 确实感觉很好 I mean, it feels good.
有一个人在触摸你跟性有关的身体区域 Someone is touching you in an area that is sexual,
而且你也感觉很享受 所以 and so you kind of enjoy it, and so- -
- 罪恶感 - 这种感觉就像 - There's guilt. - There's a sense of like...
确实存在因享受这种事 well there's a sense of guilt,
而产生的罪恶感 of feeling like you enjoyed this,
同时还不理解这是 and not understanding that it was- -
这不是一件好事 it's not a good thing
还有这并不合时宜 and it's not appropriate.
一个人不需要因此而羞愧 One needn't be ashamed.
我是说 你懂的 I mean, you know...
我的意思是 否则我们将无法忍受自己 I mean, otherwise we wouldn't be able to live with ourselves.
我有那种一聊到性就停不下来的朋友 I have friends who just, like, go on about sex
就好像那是全世界最美妙的事情 like it's the most amazing thing in the world,
而我 我就是无法感同身受 and I just- - I can't relate.
就像 什么 Like, what
这种事有什么好吸引人的呢 What's so fantastic about it?
因为我也从来没有过高潮 Because I also never orgasmed.
你知道吗 You know?
你自已做的时候可以来高潮吗 Can you when you're alone?
可以 但和别人做的时候就不行 Yeah. But never with someone.
是的 Right.
是的 但是我 Yeah, but I...
我感觉对大多数女性来说那是很正常的 I feel like that's normal for most women.
我并没有被虐待 但是我花了很多年 I wasn't abused, but for me it took me years
才走出阴影 才能和一个男人做的时候来高潮 to get comfortable, to have an orgasm with a man.
我不认为这跟虐待有任何关系 I don't think that it has anything to do with abuse.
您好 这是威廉·艾伦 Hello, you've reached William Allens.
运动精英 Best in Sports.
请留言 得便时我就会及时 Leave a message, and I'll return your call
回您电话 at my earliest convenience.
嗨 比尔 Hey, Bill.
又是我 詹妮·福克斯 This is Jenny Fox calling again.
我只是 我不想一个劲儿不停地打你电话 I'm just- - I don't want to keep calling and calling,
但我想我们应该谈谈 but I think we need to talk.
所以可以请你给我回个电话吗 So can you please call me back?
嗨 詹妮弗 Hey, Jennifer.
我是阿马托侦探 It's Detective Amato.
哦 您好 Oh. Hey.
听着 我想你可能会对此感兴趣 Listen, I thought you might be interested to know,
即将有一个大型运动盛会 there'll be a big event.
威廉·艾伦将被授予一个奖项 William Allens is receiving an award.
- 哦 - 还有 - Oh... - Also,
我找到了你要找的女人 I found that woman you were looking for.
爱莉丝·罗斯 Iris Rose?
她在中学教书 She teaches middle school.
好 好的 Okay, okay.
看到这些人在他们固定的家庭制度中多痛苦了吗 See how miserable people look in their little nuclear units?
别打了 - 拜托 Stop fighting. - Man: Come on.
全是那些条例 It's all those rules.
一夫一妻制 婚姻 Monogamy. Marriage.
那会要人命的 It's killing people.
也许这是取决于人的 Maybe it just depends on the people.
麻烦你两张票 Two tickets, please.
詹妮 你需要更认真地考虑问题 You really need to start thinking more clearly, Jenny.
谢谢 Thank you.
詹妮 詹妮 Jenny? Jenny?
喔 嘿 爱莉丝 Oh! Hey, Iris!
很好 很高兴见到你 - Good! Good to see you!
我也是 我很高兴你打电话给我 - You too. - I'm so glad you called.
你要不要 呃 喝杯茶还是什么的 Do you want to, um, grab a tea or something?
这底下有一个我们能去的 Yeah, there's a little place right down here
小地方 - 好的 好的 - that we can go. - Okay, okay.
你和比尔曾经 呃 曾经是情侣 对吧 And you and Bill were, um... were lovers, right?
是的 呃 Yes, um...
G夫人把我安排给他做兼职 Mrs. G arranged that I would work for him part- time
剩余的时间再给她工作 and work for her the other time.
我在他的花园做事 And I would work in his garden.
我记得我当时穿着比基尼 And I remember I was wearing a bikini,
然后他邀请我进屋 and he invited me in.
喔 那时是七十年代 Oh, it was the '70s.
是的 我记得他 Yeah, I remember him...
他说过 He said that...
我记得你们和G夫人有过三角关系 对吧 I think you guys had a threesome with Mrs. G, right?
他告诉你的 He told you that?
是的 Yeah.
没错 我们确实那样做了 Yeah, we did.
我们曾经也是情侣 Yeah, we were lovers too.
你和比尔 You and Bill?
嗯哼 Mm- hmm.
但你当初几岁啊 But how old were you?
十三 Thirteen.
然后 So...
哇哦 那 Wow. That- - -
那是我现在正在教的孩子的年纪 That's the age of the kids that I teach now.
是啊 孩子 没错 Yeah, kids, right.
你记不记得 呃 Do you have any memory of, um...
G夫人和比尔打算要进行四角关系 Mrs. G and Bill planning a foursome?
你记得这件事吗 Do you remember that?
是的 - Yeah.
我想他们当时计划在周末 I think they were planning a weekend,
大概在这附近的 去一间酒店 like around here somewhere, to go to a hotel...
我完全不记得有这回事 I don't remember that at all.
我们四个 The four of us?
是的 比尔 G夫人和你 Yeah, Bill and Mrs. G and you...
再加上我 bringing me into it.
喔 该死的 Oh, damn it.
哇哦 Wow.
天 我好长好长时间没想过这个了 Boy, I haven't thought about that in a long- - long time.
是的 Yeah.
他是怎么把她拉拢过来的 How'd he rope her into that?
拉拢G太太 Rope Mrs. G?
不 她更像是那只 No, it was more like she was the cat
将猎物叼给他的猫 bringing the mouse to him.
- 哇哦 - 是的 - Wow. - Yeah.
怎么 怎么 所以她才是那个 How- - How- - So she was the one- -
没错 她非常享受 Oh, yeah, she was totally into it.
我遇见了两个非常特别的人 I've met two very special people
两个让我深爱的人 whom I've come to love dearly.
詹妮 我有一个疯狂的想法 Jenny, I've got a crazy idea.
要不你把你的马这整个秋天都放我这儿 What if you kept your horse with me all fall,
你可以在周末来看看它 and then you could visit on the weekends?
G夫人有个让你吸她乳房的幻想 Mrs. G has a fantasy of you sucking on her breast.
我的美人儿 My beauties.
詹妮 我们真正要做的 是探索我们的潜意识 Jenny, what we really want to do is explore our unconscious.
从而获得启发 Bring it into consciousness.
一起 Together.
在我们家 In our family.
你需要告诉你的父母 You'll have to tell your parents
你在特拉华有一场田赛 that you have a track meet in Delaware.
然后G夫人会从学校接你 And then Mrs. G will pick you up from school,
而我和爱莉丝会在六点 和你们在酒店见面 and Iris and I will meet you at the hotel at 6:00.
然后我们会像平常一样 在星期天晚上把你送回家 And then we'll have you back home Sunday night, like usual.
我和比尔已经和爱莉丝商量过了 Bill and I have already spoken to Iris about it,
但我们希望你的加入能带来些特别的东西 but we'd like you to bring something special.
还有别忘了带你的运动鞋 And don't forget your running shoes.
妈 你给我买了我要的果汁了吗 Mom, did you get me the juice I wanted?
苏 你弄得到处都是了 Sue, you're getting it all over- -
哦 这儿呢 你的果汁 Oh, here. Here's your juice.
嘿 哈罗德 哈罗德 别 Hey, Harold, Harold, no.
那是我最喜欢的 It's my favorite kind.
宝贝 对不起 Darling, I'm sorry.
坐下 过去 坐下 Sit. Go. Sit.
过去那儿坐下 Go and sit!
奶奶 你喜欢我的画吗 Nana, do you like my painting?
我非常喜欢 去 坐下 I love it. Go and sit!
嘿 爸爸 Hey, Dad.
嘿 宝贝 Hey, babe.
喂 Hello?
詹妮弗 Jennifer.
- 嘿 - 我一直在给你打电话 - Hey. - I've been calling you.
你一通都没接过 You haven't answered any of my calls.
我甚至试了你大学的电话 I even tried you at the university.
喂 Hello?
马丁 我要去见他 Martin, I gotta go meet him.
什么 你在说什么 What are you- - what are you talking about?
我需要去见他 I need to see him.
看 我不 詹妮弗 Look, I don't- - Jennifer- -
我需要和他聊 我需要尝试 I need to talk to him. I need to try to...
他什么都不会和你说的 He's not gonna tell you anything.
弄清楚他是什么样的人 ...figure out who he is.
听着 答应我 詹妮弗 Listen, promise me, Jennifer.
答应我 你在我去之前别干傻事 Promise me that you won't do anything until I get there.
- 我只是想了解 - 我搭下一趟飞机回来 - I just want to understand. - I'm on the next plane back.
- 詹妮弗 你看 - 宝贝 拜托 - Jennifer, look... - Babe, please.
你不能一个人去 好吗 ...you cannot go there alone, okay?
宝贝 - 詹妮弗 听我说 - Babe. - Jennifer, listen to- -
哦 宝贝 甜心 Oh, honey, sweetie...
我觉得不舒服 I feel sick.
是的 你有点发烧了 Yeah, you got a little fever.
我觉得是最近的流感 I think it's the flu that's going around.
来 Come on.
你该上床去 We'll get you in bed.
但我这周末有场田赛 But I have a track meet this weekend.
那你必须要取消它了 Well, you'll have to cancel.
拜托你 妈妈 Please, Mom?
不行 没什么大不了的 我会给G夫人打个电话 No. Nothing's that important. I'll just call Mrs. G.
我们会告诉她你不能去了 We'll tell her you can't come.
好不好 Okay?
你该上床去了 Let's get you in bed.
好吗 All right?
好了 All right.
我过几分钟再来看看你 I'll come check on you in a few minutes.
仅仅几个小时后 Just a few hours later,
我就完全没有腹痛的感觉了 my stomachache was completely gone.
我的意识不愿意接受 但我的身体告诉了我事实 My body had told me what my mind refused to accept.
我累了 I'm tired.
好累 So tired.
累得让我害怕 Tired in ways that I'm afraid.
那是害怕梦会破碎的恐惧感 The fear is a fear of a broken dream.
我做了一个决定 I have made a decision.
去叫你的爸爸吧 晚饭时间到了 Go get your father. It's time for dinner.
好的 妈 Okay, Mom.
等等 哈罗德 Wait, Harold...
喂 Hello?
你好 Hello
詹妮 Jenny!
我很高兴你打电话过来了 I'm so happy you called.
我快担心坏了 I was worried sick.
詹妮 你 你在吗 Jenny? Are you- - are you there?
是的 我在这儿 Yes, I'm here.
你们有继续你们的计划吗 Did you go on...
没带上我 就带上了简和爱丽丝吗 with Jane and Iris without me?
不 没有 No, no.
我们都不想这样 None of us wanted to.
我们说好了 我们要等你 We all agreed, we want to wait for you.
所以 别担心 我们会另选一个周末的 So, don't worry. We will pick another weekend.
我不想再见你了 I don't want to see you anymore.
等等 这 Wait. It- -
是因为你父母吗 Is it your parents?
如果是的话 我能和他们谈 Because if it is, I can talk to them.
他们不 他们不了解你 They don't- - They don't understand you the way that- -
不像我这样 that I do.
如果你不想进行周末活动 And if you don't want to do a weekend,
我们可以不要的 we don't have to.
我不想再见你了 I don't want to see you anymore.
可是 詹妮 But Jenny...
詹妮 Jenny...
求求你了 please.
我爱你 I love you.
我需要你 I need you.
我们能解决所有问题的 We can work everything out.
就请你 请别离开我 Please just... please don't leave me.
我现在就要挂断了 I'm gonna hang up now.
别挂断 等等 等等 Don't hang up, wait, wait- -
詹妮 Jenny?
詹妮 吃晚饭了 Jenny, dinner!
这是格拉梅西家 我是简 Gramercy residence. Jane speaking.
你好 Hello.
我是詹妮 It's Jenny.
我这周末会过来牵走我的马 I'm coming to pick up my horse this weekend.
没问题 Fine.
笨女孩 Stupid girl.
太笨 太笨了 Stupid, stupid girl.
你父亲在哪儿 Where's your father?
我们做了一场梦 Young Jenny: "We had a dream.
一场美梦 "A beautiful dream.
我们要用彼此的爱 "We were going to fill the emptiness in each of our souls
来填补对方灵魂里的空虚 with love from the other."
你和比尔发生了什么 What happened with you and Bill?
为什么你要离开他 Why'd you leave him?
我离开他 Me leave him?
你不知道吧 You don't know?
这才只是开始而已 詹妮 It was just the beginning, Jenny.
还有很多其他人呢 There are so many others.
我试着跟上他的脚步 但我老了 I tried to keep up but I'm old.
我老了 I'm old.
但和很多梦一样 But as so many dreams.
现实也无法完全呈现出真相 reality does not hold true."
我没法寻求帮助 I couldn't ask for help.
我在等你来拯救我 I was waiting for you to save me.
在我脑中 这个人选只有你 Somehow in my mind, it couldn't be anybody else.
必须是你 It had to be you.
你为什么不帮我 Why didn't you?
因为没人来救我 No one saved me.
我曾用来描绘G女士和比尔的 "The pretty colors and ribbons
美妙的颜色和想法 "I had decorated Bill and Mrs. G with
全都分崩离析了 "Disintegrated,
他们的伪善已然褪去 "And they were left naked.
那因我的软弱而变得沉重不堪的痛苦 "The overwhelming pain of weakness.
那某人装出的道貌岸然的模样 "The sickening fact of someone
是如此的令人生厌 "Who once seemed so strong.
他只有在自己的言语中才能体现出崇高 Only to find that the strength is only in their words."
谢谢 詹妮 Thank you, Jenny.
这个故事很有深意 That's quite a powerful story.
你能告诉我们你的灵感来源吗 Do you mind telling us where you got it from?
我编的 I made it up.
我也是这么想的 That's what I thought.
看吧各位 虚构的作品能让我们 You see, class, fiction allows us
感受远超我们经历的事情 to live things far outside our own experiences...
妈妈 继续呀 Mom, don't stop.
那是我记忆中最美好的片段 Oh, that's one of my favorite memories.
夏天的时候 在冰淇淋贩卖车后面 In the summers, after the ice cream truck,
孩子们都聚成一团 all the kids gathered around.
就只为了听你演奏 Listened to you play.
我现在技术大不如前了 I don't have it in my fingers anymore.
我好失败 I failed.
我一点都不希望那是真的 I didn't want it to be true.
我一直告诉自己那不是真的 I told myself it couldn't be true.
我最大的错误就是 I failed at the one thing
没有尽到一个母亲该做的 a mother is supposed to do.
我没有保护好我的孩子 Protect her child.
真的很抱歉 I am so sorry.
你骗了我 You lied to me.
这些年来你一直哄骗我说那是很美妙的事情 You told me it was a good thing all these years.
确实是啊 And it was.
我拿到A了 I got an A.
一个A而已 对你来说很重要吗 An A. You think that matters?
怎么就能称之为美妙 That doesn't make it good.
你只是想把我变成那些可悲的受害者之一 You want me to be some pathetic victim.
你想太多 我才不是呢 Well, you know what? I'm not.
我拥有别人没有的东西 I've got something no one else does.
现在我是老师了 I'm the teacher now.
不再是那个没有存在感的孩子 Not just some invisible kid.
你永远都没办法结婚的 You'll never get married.
我又不想结婚 I don't want to get married.
你都没在听我说话吗 Have you not been listening to me?
你也不会有孩子 You'll never have children.
我讨厌小孩子 I hate children.
我不想要有小孩 我很确定 I don't want to have children. I'm sure of that.
我只知道一件事 But I know one thing.
他爱过我 He loved me.
他哭了 He cried.
他哭了 你没看到吗 He cried, didn't you see?
而且之后的日子里 And for years...
他会一直给我寄卡片的 he's gonna send me cards.
亲爱的詹妮 你的毕业典礼怎样 Dear Jenny, how was your graduation?
亲爱的詹妮 请向你的家人致上我最好的问候 Dear Jenny, please give my best to your folks.
以色列发生的那些糟心事 with all the trouble in Israel...
我今天在报纸上看到你写的新闻了 Dear Jenny, I read about you in the newspaper today...
我希望你能继续你的跑步训练 ...I hope you return to your running.
亲爱的詹妮 我很为你的步步高升感到骄傲 Dear Jenny, I am so proud of your growing career.
亲爱的詹妮 你就是个天才 Dear Jenny, you were always such a natural.
你看 You see?
我才不是这个故事里的受害者 I'm not the victim of this story.
我才是主人公 I'm the hero.
崩溃的是他 不是我 He fell apart, not me.
你甚至根本不会去想即使没有你 You couldn't even think that their lives
他们的生活也还会继续 might continue without you.
仍会有其他像你一样的人 That there would be others.
你把他们都冷藏在你的记忆里了 不是吗 You froze them in time, didn't you?
但你知道的 他还活得好好的 But you know, he's still alive,
现在我要去见他了 and I'm gonna go see him now.
别 No.
因他倾尽一生对亚历山德里亚年轻一代的培养与贡献 For his lifetime dedication to the youth of Alexandria,
我们决定给威廉·亚伦颁发 we would like to award William P. Allens
卓越公民的勋章 this plaque of civic excellence.
谢谢大家 非常感谢 Thank you all. Thank you very much.
- 我真的很感动 - 我就在这里等你 - I'm actually deeply touched. - I'm here for you.
如果没有你们 没有你们的支持 And this could not have been done, obviously,
显然是不可能实现的 without you, without your support,
这片地区的年轻人 【后面关门的时候说了句啥听不太清】 the youth of this region,
他们学会持之以恒 they've learned to persevere.
他们学会精益求精 They've learned to strive to excellence
都离不开你们的关注 你们的关心 你们的支持 as a measure of your focus, your concern, your support.
谢谢 Thank you.
谢谢大家 Thank you.
- 你好 - 嗨 - Hello. - Hi.
我们以前没见过面吧 I don't believe we've met.
我是詹妮弗 I'm Jennifer.
嗯 Hmm.
你是怎么认识威廉的 How do you know William?
呃 他曾是我的跑步教练 Uh, he was my running coach.
没错 Of course.
我的丈夫因以前很多的学生的出现 My husband is just completely flattered
尤其是他们对他所表现的崇拜与感激 that so many of his former students
而倍感受宠若惊 have come out to honor him.
你想跟他打个招呼吗 Yeah. Would... would you like to meet him?
呃 寒暄一下吧 已经很多年没见了 所以 Uh, say hello, yeah. It's been a long time, so...
好的 Okay.
你感觉怎样 How are you feeling?
- 很棒 - 那就好 那就好 - Really well. - Ah, good, that's good.
你是最棒的 你是我们遇到过最好的 You're the best. You're the best one we have.
- 我可没开玩笑 - 嗨 比尔 - I'm not kidding. - Hi, Bill.
哇哦 你的头发 Hey. Boy, your hair.
卷卷的 看起来很漂亮 Such curls. Looks beautiful.
有人见过这么漂亮的头发吗 Has anybody ever seen such beautiful hair, huh?
小姐 Miss...?
你还 我是詹妮 Do you- - It's Jenny.
- 詹 - 詹妮·福克斯 - Jen... - Jenny Fox.
呃 Um...
詹妮 Jenny.
好吧这么多年来 我从没预料到能在这里见到你 Well, I never expected to see you here in a million years.
是的 想跟你联系上真的很艰难 Yeah, it's been difficult getting a hold of you.
詹妮 Jenny.
这位是我忠诚的伴侣 玛姬 Well, I have the pit bull Marge here.
是的 我们刚刚见过了 Yeah, we met.
- 你现在也有另一半了吗 - 不 我一直没结婚 - You got one now? - No, no, I never got married.
你曾跟我说结婚就是背叛 还记得吗 You told me that was selling out, remember?
你还记得 你还记得我那个理论 You got me. You got me with that one.
是的我还记得那个理论 Yes, I remember that.
所以到底过了多少年了呢 什么 So how long has it been exactly, what...
日月如梭 不是吗 Time just flies away, doesn't it?
是的 眨眼间就过去了 Yeah, in a blink.
一眨眼 Blink.
而一个错误的眼神你就步入了错误的路线 And one wrong blink and you're headed down the wrong path.
抱歉打扰一下 你们是怎么认识的 Excuse me, but how do you guys know each other?
比尔是我的教练 你还记得吗 Bill was my coach. Remember?
当然 Sure.
我们曾有一段美好的时光 We had a good time- -
在我13岁的时候 对吧 When I was 13, right?
是的 Yeah.
她是天生的运动员 Natural athlete.
我以前很喜欢看着你的肩膀在衣服的包裹下有力地摆动 I used to love to watch you tuck your shoulder into a turn and- -
床上功夫也很让人着迷 不是吗 Pretty good in bed too, right?
你说什么 Pardon me?
你知道我指的是什么 You know what I said.
你知道发生了什么事 我也知道 You know what happened, and so do I.
我不知道你在说 你什么意思 I don't know what you- - what do you mean?
我只是想告诉你每一分钟我都觉得很恶心 I wanted you to know I hated every minute of it.
我根本不知道你到底在说什么 I don't have any idea what you're talking about.
不会吧 你不记得每次我们发生关系之后我都会吐吗 No? You don't remember me puking every time we had sex?
而你会告诉我那可能是因为我怀孕了 And you would tell me maybe it was because I was pregnant.
但那是不可能的 因为我那时还没有经历过生理期 But that would be hard, because I hadn't even got my period yet.
还记得吗 Remember that
一个13岁的小孩 A 13- year- old kid.
- 都是假话 - 你遭遇过什么事吗 - None of this is true. - What happened to you
让你对我做出这样的事情 that you would do that to me?
- 这些都不是真的 - 我还以为我们是恋人 - None of this is true. - I thought we were lovers.
在你没法把生殖器塞进我体内时 You didn't call me your girlfriend?
那不是真的 那不是事实 That's not true. That's not true.
你没有称呼过我是你的女朋友吗 When you couldn't fit your dick in me?
你不记得这些了吗 You can't remember that?
噢 好吧 詹妮 Ohh. Okay, Jenny,
见到你很高兴 it was nice seeing you.
是吗 比尔 Huh, Bill?
比尔 Bill.
你都遭遇过什么 What happened to you?
请问有人可以让保安过来吗 Can someone please go get security?
你都遭遇过什么 让你这样对我 What happened to you, that you would do that to me?
我什么事都没有 你什么意思啊 Nothing happened to me. What do you mean what happened to me?
那不是我 那不是我的错 都是你 It wasn't me. It wasn't me, it was you!
是你不相信 是你不信任比尔 You didn't believe. You didn't trust.
噢可我相信你 这就是问题所在 Oh, I did believe. That was the problem.
- 我信了你 - 你只是催眠了自己 - I believed you. - You deceived yourself.
可爱的女孩 詹妮 Sweet girl, Jenny.
- 我们在比天堂还要高的地方 - 那是你自己 - "We are higher than heaven." - It was you.
都是你的错 你从来就不相信我 从不 It was you. You never believed. You never believed.
- 走吧 - 你都没有信任过我 - Come on. - You never trusted me.
比尔 我居然信了你的鬼话 I believed your story. Huh, Bill?
你当时是成年人 You were the grownup!
看什么 What?
没有其他人接受过比尔的训练吗 Nobody else was coached by Bill?
我想要以一些美好的事情为开头 I'd like to begin this story
来讲述这个故事 by telling you something so beautiful.
我遇到了两个很特别的人 I've met two very special people
两个我后来很爱很爱的人 whom I've come to love dearly.
一个是已婚的女人 Imagine a woman who's married
另一个则是离婚了的男人 and a man who's divorced.
请记住这一点 Get this.
我进入了他们两人的生活 I'm part of them both.
我很有幸能分享他们的爱 I'm lucky enough to be able to share in their love.
♪在无尽的远方♪ ♪ Way over yonder ♪
♪有一个我熟知的地方♪ ♪ Is a place that I know ♪
♪我能在那找到依靠♪ ♪ Where I can find shelter ♪
♪远离饥寒交迫的处境♪ ♪ From a hunger and cold ♪
♪而生活的美好与滋味♪ ♪ And the sweet- tasting good life ♪
♪都近在咫尺♪ ♪ Is so easily found ♪
♪在无尽的远方♪ ♪ Way over yonder ♪
♪那是我生来就注定的归宿♪ ♪ That's where I'm bound ♪
♪我知道当我找到那里的时候♪ ♪ I know when I get there ♪
♪第一眼看到的♪ ♪ The first thing I'll see ♪
♪就会是太阳金色的光芒♪ ♪ Is the sun shining golden ♪
♪太阳闪耀着金光♪ ♪ Sun shining golden ♪
♪沐浴在我的身上♪ ♪ Shining right down on me ♪
♪于是烦恼不再困扰我♪ ♪ Then trouble's gonna lose me ♪
♪忧愁都被抛诸脑后♪ ♪ Worry leave me behind ♪
♪我会骄傲地挺直身子♪ ♪ And I'll stand up proudly ♪
♪在一片平静的脑海中♪ ♪ In true peace of mind ♪
♪谈论那些♪ ♪ Talking about ♪
♪曾经不堪的事情♪ ♪ Talking about ♪
♪在无尽的远方♪ ♪ Way over yonder ♪
♪有一个我曾见过的地方♪ ♪ Is a place I have seen ♪
♪那是在一个很久以前的梦里♪ ♪ In a garden of wisdom ♪
♪看到过的一个满载着智慧的花园♪ ♪ From some long- ago dream ♪
♪噢 噢♪ ♪ Oh, oh ♪
♪在无尽的远方♪ ♪ Way over yonder ♪
♪那就是我的归宿♪ ♪ That's where I'm bound ♪